Post 111

At this moment i just cannot think of any people can be with like what the quotes had say ....

Those people i have facing for few year,what they had done left me with very deep impression...

(Live together got conflict never Live together give thousand of PROBLEM)

Such a good quotes that represent what i am thinking..........

Today not a very special day although is a SUNDAY,as usual stay at home doing the same routine like what we do on the weekdays...Ever since yesterday the matter start is just like a history repeat...EVERYONE is keep quiet as USUAL,i get used to it...Is always like this why those day when someone's son get us into trouble is also like that,blame the LOAN SHARK and instead of blaming the son who get us into trouble..In those days who is with me(sarah,mikkiel,parent and friends)...I even have to tolerate people temper and instead i think it should be another way round...I can see who is REAL good to me and i can see those Freaky fake people around...In those day really make me think i really need a change of myself if not who gonna to protect me when this type of things if HAPPEN AGAIN...I dun need to say how much WE suffer in this incident BUT is always remember in my mind...YOU have NO RIGHT to ask me not to talk about the past COS u not me ,u have ur own thinking and i have mine..

HAPPENING THing i see too much just that never expect i will be in this type of situation myself again and again...I have to FORCE myself to "DUN EVER TRUST SOMEONE EASILY" cos of this incident and if i cannot protect myself how can i protect my children...I am not going to write a freaky long post just to wait the time to past and make me feel sleepy...

Post 110

This morning,the incident is not attacking much,i feel alright in the afternoon..As usual tidy up the house, play with mikkiel while waiting for hubby and sarah to come back home...We enjoy alittle time playing in the bedroom till now 3 of them is in their lala land and i was still awake...

In the evening,i start my singing again and this time round only mikkiel is my audience cos sarah had not come back i realized my voice had been very hoarse after my sore throat...I decided to take up singing lesson in the mid of september,when i go out and work,i hope i can do something i like to do and meanwhile make myself happier cos i had not be enjoying since 2007...of course sarah and mikkiel still my first priority since i make the decision to let them come to this world i have the responsible to do the best for them...they are my everything how can i left them in somewhere and i go do what i want..i think every mother is thinking the same as me..

Sarah is changing school she will have a short break will be bringing her to the new school after chinese new year,the teacher say they will be putting sarah to nursery and she will start on learning more than playing she will even bring homework back and do so i will be coping sarah if she has homework to do...I dun know whether can i do it anot but i will try my best...Now i am teaching her some basic math and she is quite interested with number so i will teach her whatever i know...


Congrate to marry she just give birth to marcus today :) waiting for her to upload her prince photo on fb....Quite a big baby (3kg)

Post 109

A nice saturday just because someone had LIE to me and let me caught in my own eye...I saw that jerk carrying my children and siting in someone van...I dun know what so good on LIE-ing as a LIAR...But than i dun give a damn anymore..

I will wait and see when ur pant will get fire !!!!




Enough of ur LIES,say whatever u want i know u are capable in this :)(not refering my hubby)

As a parent we must show good example to our children teaches them what is RIGHT and what is WRONG ...Is very easy to learn up a bad thing so will u let your children to go near a gambler and a liar...


How can i put my children to a place that gambler and liar is around .........


Nobody know i am in a very diffcult position, but than this time round i will stick to what i say...

POst 108

My Baobei's ART assignment

Sarah is improving in her ART, from the first picture with nothing done follow by a star from teacher and she is getting better and better...Hope she can continue to improving abit by abit..Nothing much to updated :)

Post 107

Nothing to do so cam whore myself ,岁月真的不留人 lol




Today as usual brought sarah to school in the morning and went market with martha...When we on the way to the market,we were talking about the school and ask her whether want to go up to the childcare and have alook cos i going up to take the application to fill up...(i have decided to put sarah in the childcare)..After that we went to market to get what we wanted and walk back home together...

In the afternoon,while sarah and mikkiel is sleeping,i was filling up the form that taken from the childcare...wow piang alot of detail to fill in and than when come to the age column i am wondering how old i am cos it had been very long time i had not be answering people how old i am and than when sarah's friend grandma or mummy ask i will tell them i born in 1983 lol...Today have to take out my calculator and count wow piang i am 27 liao...I getting older lol mummy call and i start to tell her my age and than she say what wrong with my age and than i say i am getting older liao lol...&*&*(&(P**^^$%$^& mummy laughed at me and say aiya 27 only ...I also dun know why i make a big fuss of i am 27 lei...maybe i am always stopping myself on 18 hahahaha..I wonder what to cook tomorrow,still have to prepare what to cook next week...Is not easy to be a full time housewife lol...

Post 106

Photo taken on 24th january 2010 (mikkiel turn 13 month on that day :)


The 3rd day my knee was swollen till i walk like an old lady :)

Rest at bedroom with precious and baobei,sarah want take photo with me :)See how lovely they are

Was feeling very unwell this couple of days,knee is giving problem too..Hubby didn't go work for today help me do most of my housechores and i can rest more...Really thank must him alot cos he was awake from early in the morning bring sarah to school and brought me to see doctor and he just went to sleep awhile ago..Sarah and mikkiel was sick too,monday brought them to see doctor and sarah didn't go to school for couple of days and appetite is not very good too...Mikkiel is still not very alright cos the running nose still not recover yet...Sarah had totally recover so send her to school today and she never cry at all ..Didn't went to see doctor cos the clinic we wanted to go still not open so went to 药材店 ask the uncle have any cream to apply see can reduce my pain and the swollen...He recommend the PROFLEX cream to apply and make the payment and go to fetch sarah home...Hubby help me to apply the cream when i finish bathing and it really help after apply and abit of massage...Was feeling very tiring this few days dun know why cannot focused a things well too...Hope mikkiel can get well soon and hope my knee can recovered and of course my sick too..Going to sleep cos tomorrow have to bring sarah to school..

Happy 13th month to mikkiel

happy 13th mth to my dearest precious :)

Any changes of me compare from last year i am lacking of smile : )...still got another 11 month to go...:)

Post 103

Spring cleaning Part I (bedroom)

Time:0030am

First of all i take out whole the clothes on our wardrobe and fold and hanged neatly and it takes me 1 hours to do so...
my home clothing more than 50 pics and was slot inside this two cabinet..


i didn't know i can keep this 3 t- shirt for about 10 years and i dun really is a coke fan was wondering what made me buy two same design with different colour...



After finished tidy up mikkiel still awake is about 2 am in the morning...
This horoscope book was bought in 2007 it can be throw after that years i dun know why it still appearing in one of my drawer...
hubby bought this in a box and end up no use at all,waste the money and put inside my drawer to turn antique....(Is for smoker to cut down on ciggies)



That was my two hair accessories that follow me for 11 years, clip was a birthday gift from a few friends and hairband was bought myself...I dun think can find this two design in Fendi Boutique anymore...

Finally i had done with my bedroom...tomorrow mikkiel is turning 13 month and show i am growing another year older...hahaha Got to go rest ..

POst 102

POst 101

Early in the morning my hair will become like this,and realised my fringe had been growing long should i cut it or remain it...*still wondering*
Early in the morning,Boil the soup (celery and corn soup) is suitable for high cholesetrol people and also can been drink as soup..learn from http://www.wokkingmum.blogspot.com

Uncooked mince meat mix with fishpaste


plain round tofu

tada going to steam it and below is after steaming ( too much meat so cannot see the tofu )

The remaining minced meat with fish paste

i named it as 哈哈肉饼...(i know doesn't look very nice but some comment say very cute but taste sarah ate 2哈哈肉饼 and mikkiel ate 1...left one for me and 1 for hubby ..

IS monday again...Weekends was great..Yesterday evening hubby and i brought mikkiel to boon lay shopping centre for a walk and buy some grocery...On the way ,hubby and i was chit chatting the topics is why our money alway spend so fast and sometime haven't end of the month we used up the money we have...Always mention wanted to save and even find method to try to save but than end up 钱还是不够用 .But whenever i watch 心晴大动员 every real story really touches me and when i start to see our life we are much more better,i know we can do it just that we have to be more determine more...Drop the topics and went NTUC for our grocery and went back home for dinner....A few hours later sarah came back and we will having fun and sleep about 12 plus...That all for our weekends and Monday life routine came back the same and having nice time with sarah and mikkiel...(watching 心晴大动员 2 while waiting for hubby to come back)

Post 101

My Dream Bag @ the moment

Is 4:00am in the morning and i should be sleeping in my bed but than dun know why i just can't get myself to sleep...I was turning here and there but eye is open widely so came out and restart my com..Mikkiel had just went to his lalaland about 3 plus and today he wake when hubby came back in the evening and last night he went to his dreamland about 12...He really can sleep within this 18 hours he never wake up to drink milk at all...I think i had to wake him up and doesn't want to let him sleep till long and than when night come he doesn't want to sleep and i have to accompany till his sleep..Today still alright cos tomorrow is sunday but than weekdays i have to wake up damn early to prepared for sarah to go school if i not get enough sleep, my temper get bad ..

Today afternoon,was msn-ing with my old friend,she send me one photo and tell me i will love this bag when i saw it i tell her i had been aiming for this bag for months but than i just aiming for fun i will never spent a few hundred dollar for a bag at this time cos our financial is not stable and sometime i need my friend to help out too...She is just nice to tell me cos she going oversea and she can help me to buy and of cos is cheaper than SG or the online spree but than forget it i areadi call this bag "my dream bag" so it will only appear in my dream haha...Anyway at least my friend still got my heart...How can i don't LOVE them..haha Our financial is very tight NOW will be getting better in mid of april we estimated hope and really wish will be true.....Somemore chinese new year is coming many things need $$$$$ ....Going to sleep hope aladdin best friend will appear in my dream and MAKE MY WISH COME TRUE...haha Nitezzzzzzzzz

Post 100

Do anyone miss my face,wonder why this few post doesn't have my face see the picture below :

when my da yi ma is coming or on the way,i will feel myself very bloated and my face will pop alot of pimple and acne... I hate it so much what to do who call myself a WOMAN


finally my face is getting better..........Yesterday night while i was looking after precious in the room so i decided to take some of baobei and hubby's sleeping pose...Dun know when hubby see this post will he scold me...(I always the last person to sleep lol)

Is friday today,was so free now cos sarah and mikkiel is playing themselves and i had done with my pet society rounding and just wait for the time to past and feed them their dinner and bath them i will be official FREE...In the morning when i went to sarah school to fetch her and than she take her first ART assignment back and was empty and than the remark that her teacher say is "she refused to do"...I was so puzzled why her teacher will state this remark on that five pieces of paper and why she as a teacher can't persuaded sarah to do..She is a teacher i dun think only sarah will behave like this i believe there is children who refuse to do ART but than as a teacher i think she have to find a some solution on it...She still can say she miss sarah when yesterday sarah was absent when i brought sarah to school...This teacher really doesn't give me a very good expression...I will teach sarah to art at home and complete the 5 pieces of undone ART i will see what the problem with sarah why she doesn't want to do the ART...Imagine the school was fully air condition but than nowadays the weather is hot,they only switch on the fan and some parent and grandparent had been complaining even sarah uniform was full of sweat after school...I feel very puzzled ,try to contact the school management but always cannot get through or nobody is answering the phone...Stop my grumbling

Later hubby's mother is coming to fetch sarah to her place so she will be back on sunday...Since i am not going out so i will be doing a 大扫除 this two days cos chinese new year is around the corner. I think this year i will be doing it myself cos hubby is busy working until new year eve and he has 3 days off (still not confirm yet)...I have a CNY gathering from my secondary classmate but than dun know can make it anot but very long had not been seeing them real-face hope can make it ba...I think this weekend will be busy clearing my house and looking after mikkel ,will not be switching on my computer this 2 days.........Happy Weekend everyone.....