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my baobei

my precious






my baobei and me





In the middle of the night, precious still wanna to play :)

jiejie wake up and she look tired but she still want to take photo :)
sarah wants to take photo with me BUt she is not looking at the camera :)

Saturday evening sarah went to my mil's house and mikkiel is taking his nap...I having some running nose and slightly fever...But i getting fatter when i see myself in the mirror cos the last few weeks my appetite is very good eat alot and haiz the weight i lose previously all gone..This few days was packing over the house saw skipping ropes and i hope skipping ropes work on me and i am getting back my diet pill from doctor cos i dun cannot stop my appetite myself cos the implagnon i put and hormones changes,my appetite look like a pregnancy woman i am not exaggerating...I can really eat and i feelmyself when i eat i feel very happy but i eat i get more hungry lol..i also suspect wonder izzn;t i pregnant AGAIN or i the 3 women who put implagnon and will have baby luckily my da yi ma comes recently BUT my appetite is still very big lol wat to do i dun want to take out the implagnon so i have to find method to stop my appetite but actually was very enjoying when i eating but after that i feel very sinful and whenever i see the mirror my face is getting rounder lol,hiaz what to do no choice :)

Recently was bother with my some of my close friend problem,but cannot help much just ask them to call me if they have any problem and come up my home sweet home,got any problem see my two adorable children u will forget every problem u have :) ok all my dear friend ( i mean those who really are my close friend ) ... Tommorrow will be a better day :)

I am going on diet soon......

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You keep pretty much to yourself, and mostly open-up to those who are really, really close to you & your family and best friends, which also means you're really trustworthy and loyal. You tend to be quiet and sometimes get embarrassed easily.

Now is about 3.15 am cannot get to sleep and take alot of quiz in facebook to made me awake but my eye is as big as panda and also the black rings is darker cos recently i am sleeping late and wake up before 10am....i thought i can sleep at before 1am but i manage to sleep only a few days than come back to normal, today sarah is having fever so i must sacrificed my sleep to take her temperature,i scared her fever will be higher and fever can be play play for children and baby if never take good care it will damage the brain cells and other...Just now take her temperature is 37.5'c must wait for another hour wake her up and eat her medicine luckily she love to drink the parcementhol syrup she even can swallow the tablet form but i have 2 parcementhol syrup to incase sarah or mikkiel is having fever but alway remind myself to see the overdue date..If sarah fever still not recovered must bring her go c doctor lol...private clinic will give different colour of the parcementhol syrup go polyclinic and hospital they will give the same medicine as what i keep in my house...I alway bought some medicine in polyclinic for children incase they have so slightly cough or flu but must doctor prescribed before i dun dare to anyhow buy without doctor instruction and prescribed...

The previous few hours i spending time reading some mummies blog and visit some blogshop,wow very long never read the mummies blog the babies look differently and some grow taller but the same cute and adorable...Baby is a gift from heaven how can they are not cute and adorable,they are the most naive and innocent baby in the world...Just chatted with my friend,nisha and start to talk talk non stop and wayne is crying so ask her go to coax him this friend of mine so i post the comment on facebook immediately call me and we manage to talk for few minutes we hardly talk like before cos she busy look after wayne and i sometime busy looking after my two precious we will sure find time to chit chat how we wish we are neighbour haha dun need to waste the bills and can see each other until we phew haha...Recently i'm smoke kinda heavy maybe too much things to plan and while jotted everything down in my small notepad and the other hand is holding my cigarettes while thinking and feel tired cigarettes is the best things for me but i am cutting down bit by bit normally in the morning and afternoon i hardly smoke cos sarah mikkiel is around so i think i smoke like the cigarettes is free haha...Btw i am also very angry what my hubby's brother had done and made me really think why a sibling can do such a things to his brother than me i just wonder i did ask hubby to call his brother BUT no answer and when he did help u will saw him keep calling my hubby..i am wondering how many of his relatives and his mum friends he used our name to borrow money and really make very very angry he used our name and take the money to dun know do what????I really dun know and he can really act and create story very well i ask my hubby to ask him to return the PSP and you know what he tell my hubby the lcd screen crack brought it to repair never ask him to get back nothing happen and than can get back 3 weeks later use my brain also know he sell away the PSP and just create a story to entertain my hubby...if make me very angry when i know he used our name to borrow money and than still can tell the people dun tell anyone is us want to borrow...Wow he is such a noble brother and a person without any gf any burden and he can borrow around $10000 ++++ and i dun know what he is using the money to do WHAT and i had been keeping myself very calm and i ask my hubby to call him to come up my house and talk about it i think it been a few weeks and i never seen his face yet and he can pretend nothing happen when i saw him in my hubby grandma birthday i just dun wanna to confront him infront of everyone cos hubby family still need abit of pride and face putting it here is not to embarassed i just feel that someone will know we never ask him to go borrow any money and even we need someone who help we will open our mouth...Talking about this man really made me feel abit peace off luckily i never stay with him ANYMORE...WHy there is this type of people in this world and why is my hubby brother and really feel very sad for my hubby and his parent cos he never think how their family will feel...


"I used to feel pity in him and i did help him before in anyway but i never expected him to repay me anything but not this outcome,if very unbelievable a sibling can be like this because of money i did hear before from my friend that is some people is like this but is outside friend or colleagues BUT OWN SIBLING...i believe my own brother who i have although we are not close he will never do this to me,i dun know is call myself lucky to came across this type of people in my age but i just wanna how he is feeling doing such a thing izzn't happy i really wonder what outcome he has but when i saw him i am very sure he feel nothing.. I hope god will correct him to the correct path and let his family to have less worry about him cos his parent is not getting any younger...I think noone can help him forever if one day his parent goes to the heaven there no one can help him anymore....i just can say he has a very good mother will alway be the one who help him the most..."

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sarah and mikkiel (finally both of them agreed to take photo)
mikkiel is learning to bully his jiejie now :O(he taking sarah pacifier and put into his mouth and he can laugh lol)


After a few photo,sarah went to myself and imitate me to take photo saw her little hands

i am growing fatter (from the mid aug i feeling hungry non stop i though i having another baby

finally my Da yi ma come recently ease my worry so much :) ) i dun want anymore baby :)
this is the outcome when i put implagnon my tummy become bigger ( food that i eaten for a few weeks)

Sarah is having slightly fever and she went to sleep after medicine...i cannot get to sleep i have to take her temperature another 2 hours and i cannot go my dreamland...Mikkiel just went to sleep recently he is not very cooperative at middle of the night he will wake up and cry very often and i have to go and put his pacifier and give it to him and went to sleep sometime another 5 mins i have to wake up from my bed to do the same things for a few times and sometime i really feel very angry with him BUT after all he still a baby and i try to let him cry but if i never go i think he will never stop...Morning he can sleep very long but nowadays he will be awake even 12am and dun know what happen must really find a method to let him sleep longer at night...Since he recovered from fever he been like this for WEEKS hope he will be better soon and have some improvement...

Sunday went to hubby's grandma birthday near jurong birdpark and saw that person i dun feel like seeing but after all never affect my mood...Aftermath went to Xtra to buy the grocery and milk powder and saw hubby's friend jason and i saw winnie we talk alot and we are standing and talk about 30mins so i invite them and their children to our house and continue our conversation they went back around 1plus and feel hungry order mac delivery to eat...Talk about eating i getting fatter if i continue to eat at night i think i will be BIG FAT PIG lo but today msn wendy and she say i getting slimmer lo haiz maybe she very long never see me...see the photo above the tummy is a few weeks foods that ate i really ate alot lol luckily never bloated too much must really stop my supper...I having my first school gathering in my life since so many years on friday must remember to take some photo finally i can go gathering sound like " mountain tortoise" hor haha got to take sarah temperature and get abit of sleep.....:)

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My pet and my hubby's pet,everyday will go to visit my friend pet,hubby's friend pet and my friend's friend pet..Is my routine to go in to the facebook and neither in the pet society,take some interesting quiz or play the news games available i think most of the recent post i keep promoting "facebook" lol i must go take some credits from them hahahaha " i know i dreaming la"...

Today evening went to jp for interview was a successful interview BUT the boutique is finding sale executive @ bishan so i reject the job BUT the boss personally interview me say will reserve a place for me if jp need staff provided i still available,the boss was around my brother age wow so young open a boutique so envy him the interview end after 30mins, went to ntuc to buy some grocery and wanted to walk to the interchange and saw the boss again and he wanted to sent me home but i rejected i insisted to go home by bus...Today morning,cook chicken rice and green bean soup,this is my first time my chicken rice is damn $#^%$^&%^^&*^ the rice is very soggy and the chicken is hard like %^&^&*^&* haiz i have no mood to cook but sarah enjoy it cos i cook her favourite sausage and sotong balls and corn soup...Recently sarah appetite is so good she finish her rice and while i feed mikkiel porridge she also want so i take another bowl and she can finsh it lol...When she saw me with food on my hand ,she will smile so nice to me and i know what her motive is..Tomorrow will be her lunar birthday,hope can bring her out awhile cos she LOVES to go out BUT when she go out she is bery hard to be control but still have to bring them out to have fresh air...About mikkiel,he is very talkative now and he wake up at middle night to talk with his eye close sometimes,even now i was in the living room he is grumbling inside the room haahaaa have to go in and have a peek.....got to go bye have a nice weekend everybody :)

Happy birthday to my precious sarah

and after another year
sarah is aready celebrating
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her 2yrs birthday

Happy birthday to my darling, sarah

The birthday present i bought for sarah :)

sarah wear it on her birthday

sarah's birthday ice cream cake ( weili brought for sarah )

Sarah's grandparent come to celebrate with herThis post is specially for my precious, sarah :)

happy birthday to my dearest grandma

Happy birthday to my dearest grandma :)

i caught this two bear for sarah and mikkiel (this is my first time caught in the bear machine)

I used $4 to caught it and i really very happy on that day.

Hey everyone i'm back...It been sometime i never able to updated.last week i went back my parent's house with sarah and mikkiel...Both of them enjoy themself everyday i see them with a smile and laughter and make my days better although that week i dun feel gd and was nearly robbed or molest when i was coming back to my house to take mikkiel's teething gel...Luckily two young man was siting behind the wall come and rescue me and was push down by a tall bangalesh or indian whatever he step on my back and run..Luckily he is not sumo size or else my backbone will break...Luckily i was alright but the two mens accompany me to take cab and i was so grateful to them and wanted to take their contact number BUT my hp was low batt and once i key in one of the man number my hp was on the off mode...I never bring my key out so i cannot go in and take the teething gel and hubby is not at home and chinaman is in their lalalala land...On the same day i went out and work as a waitress for 4 hours and earn 20 bucks,althought areadi dun lke it because of money i willingly to try lol...My 2 years plus i start on a day job and is waitress but if i wanna to really go out and work i will never find the job that is not in my category. On 8 aug my brother has a house warming and the same day we celebrate my dearest grandma birthday...Everyday sarah and mikkiel was so enjoying i see them happy i also feel happy...

This sunday is sarah her 2yrs birthday will defintely bring her out and play and have a nice dinner plus a cake her choice..mikkiel is down with fever this few days was busy looking after him,yesterday brought him to see doctor his fever is 39.0 degree the doctor ask me to insert bullet and she demonstrate and i know how to insert but today mikkiel's fever is getting better so just give him the medicine and hope he can recovered soon...:)Today dinner i will be cooking spagehtti lol got to go cook...forget to mention my $1000 or $500 fly away on wednesday and i have to waste $3 to my 1608 and i alway tell my godsis have to buy jump lol but if i buy jump i have to pay $19.20 lol how i know will really open my heart is so pain lol than really i the one to jump lol...JUst my luck hope this saturday and sunday everyone will huat ar and me also huat huat ar..

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8月02日﹝月亮‧女教宗﹞代表人物：彼得奧圖既溫柔又熱情，擁有多方面才能；充滿智慧和遠見，喜歡據理力爭；在追求理想的過程中，金錢和權力只是手段，而非目的。優點是彈性很大，適應力很強；意志堅定，能力很強。缺點是對別人的要求很高，令人難以接受和配合。

8月16日﹝海王星‧高塔﹞代表人物：瑪丹娜神秘，性感，具有藝術天分和音樂才能；有豐富的想像力和創意，人生變化起伏很大 ， 但意志堅定，可以獲得成功。優點是具有獨特的風格及魅力；想追求的目標會堅持到底。缺點是非常霸道、專斷，具有相當的叛逆性，精神非常緊張。

12月24日﹝金星‧情人﹞代表人物：霍華休斯（飛機大王）渴望追求浪漫、快樂的生活，但卻放不開；有矛盾情結，給自已的壓力大；具有藝術 才 華，對愛很認真。優點是能力很強，具有很好的組織能力；感情豐富。缺點是情緒複雜，容易陷入焦慮和沮喪，失去自信和客觀。


Today, around 7 plus went to jp go collect photo and go buy grocery after that bought some food back, reach home was 10.30pm and start pack the things that i bought and made milk for sarah and mikkiel,do some housechores 11:45 pm finshed and go take a cool bath and come out eat the food that bought from jp ate half pack of chicken rice and few spoon of mee goreng and 4 durians..i was soso full and now is 1 20am and i am very awake lol but i have to go sleep before 2 am lol...Listening to music from imeem,nothing to do lol cos sarah and mikkiel is sleeping cos i finished what i need to do and so siting down n updated lol but not much things happen la even have also dun feel like to post cos i used to it areadi i will let everything just go down like water cos is not worth it to think so much,cos the problem is not me...i got to go see any games can play in facebook...Nitesss..

To:those who dun treasure someone and when is gone than regret (include myself)

直到爱消失　你才懂得　去珍惜身边每个
美好风景　只是他早已离去
直到你想通　他早已经　不再对你留恋
最后的你　开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱他　为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话

你深爱他　这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他 为什么不把他留下
是不是你有深爱的两个他

所以你不想再让自己　无法自拔
直到爱消失　你才懂得　去珍惜身边每个

美好风景　只是他早已离去
直到你想通　他早已经　不再对你留恋
最后的你　开始了一段挣扎

你那么爱他　为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他　这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他 为什么不把他留下
是不是你有深爱的两个他
所以你不想再让自己　无法自拔

你那么爱他　为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他　这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他 为什么不把他留下
是不是你有深爱的两个他
所以你不想再让自己　无法自拔