Post 54

Today my first prize fly away lo i dream of that number yesterday intent to buy but my mother went to Genting and even if i go and buy i have to bring sarah and mikkiel and sure the staff in the singapore pools sure will not allowed me to buy....Aiyo the money just fly away lol....

From saturday until now my mood is like swinging cos sometimes very happy BUT sometime i feel like my mood is from heaven to hell (out of sudden)...Nobody know what my situation is i dun know how a person who react if u are in my situation lol...i am a human being and i doesn't have a big heart to accept so many things come in so sudden...This someone is affected my life,my family and my everything and is not woman is a MAN ok..i really dun understand why this MAN is thinking but because of him i dun have any peace everyday i am not thinking for nothing cos this MAN is capable in acting,telling lie and i dun know what he will do next and make me feel very unsecure REALLY he never thinks of his own family and sibling...i will not do what he is doing cos i have my principle and even how bad i will be at least i do in a way that normal human being is reacting not like him...i am not doing what a normal human being is reacting so now i am feeling very very very very very very very very unfair for myself and what i get back i get back so much worse than that man...i will stated what this man is doing who make me SOSOSOSO fcuking angry:

• borrowing money from people,when the date to suppose to return he can pretend nothing happen..(no sense of responsible, no trust)
• love to act and he can be another xie chao guang
  
• loves to gamble
• using people name to borrow from relatives and his mother's friends
• never think of his family and sibling
  
• love to create alot of problem and always think there is people will help him up
• worst of all he used my address to borrow money from loan shark

i am also a human being i cannot always be the one who accept the mistake from this man,although he is not staying with me BUT what he done is not affecting only me...i will never let this matter rest if i still hear some nonsense he is doing cos he is using my hubby and my name to borrow money from relatives and his mum's friend..This man is really helpless and i had been years never talk to him i think my decision is right cos not a big deal to have this type of people surround in my life...Dun feel like continue saying cos this man dun worth me to advertise him in my blog post it here is to share if u have some close sibling or relatives or friend behave like this man,if u wanna to help pls think twice cos u might harm him and yourself...

Happy 7 month to my precious mikkiel

Happy 7month to my precious mikkiel ,

he is trying to sit up but still cannot but he never give up try and try lol....Hubby and i brought him to boon lay shopping centre for a walk


He loves to eat anything that he hold and he see my staring at him he will put out his hand and smile to me lol
I was in the computer table eating the baked sweet potatoes and he want also lol :)

In the afternoon, i brought him to Jurong point for awalk and he love to look here and there while queueing up for payment there always aunties or children playing with him,but now he start to recognised people he didn't cry but he just give a unfriendly look lol heehee...Cabbed home after two hours and enjoy myself with mikkiel too bad i cannot bring sarah and mikkiel if not i can bring them out whenever i like lol both of them really love to go out and i loves to see them giving me the smile and i know they are really enjoying especially sarah cos she loves to walk here and there and she is observe any people who walk pass her...sometime she behave like a small adult when she is outside...tomorrow i will be going to my parent's hse very long never go back and can see my baobei sarah and tomorrow she will be coming back with us and dun know when she see me she still know how to call me ma mi anot...:)

Post 53

i am still not get used to the new spec cos wear to long , i wll feel dizzy lol..:>

mikkiel and me with my new spec lol
Tuesday night,mikkiel and me watching "ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni" and hubby taken this photo :)

Today wake up damn early,i was forced myself to wake up cos have to bring mikkiel for his jab appointment my hp alarm rang at 7.00am and i laying on my bed for about 30 mins and faster wake up and help mikkiel change his clothes and make milk for him to drink...Wake up hubby up and i go have my bath and pack and off we go...Was abit rush cos 8:15 than we go out from out house and luckily when we reach the polyclinic and reach outside the room and wait for our turn,after awhile the nurse come out and call us to go in.As usual take mikkiel's weight and height,mikkiel is now 8.4kg and 67cm and the nurse say everything is alright and than is JAB TIME after the jab is insert to mikkiel's thight,mikkiel was crying and console him abit and he stop crying...Off we go to make the payment and appointment and cabbed back home..

Reached home,help mikkiel to bath and put him in his playpen and he fall asleep cos he never wake up so early he will wake up before 10 am so i think he is not enough sleep lol...After he sleep i go and prepare his porridge and than i was tired too cos i also never so early wake up (i always have to force myself to wake up when there is appointment early in the morning..But i cannot sleep orelse the porridge will be dry up so went to pet society to visit and earn money...The gathering i organised was cancel cos some of my classmate have to work and end up only 5 classmate is able to come BUT some is free on noon and some is available after 7 so informed my classmate and Anqi say organised at 27 october lol cos is a public holiday i will informed them on September lol some classmate say too last minute lol they cannot arrange heehee is my first time organised (i not very gd in organise i am good to go when people organised) but actually not diffcult but at least some friend giving face to come but is because the time...i hope can have a secondary gathering soon cos it been along time no gathering after we graduate it been above 10 years...

My baobei sarah is coming back this saturday,this few days slowing do some clean up for my house lol and went sarah come back i can accomapany sarah and mikkiel more cos when both of them is at home i cannot do any housework lol cos both of them will follow me here and there normally will be at kitchen and mikkiel is using his walker and sarah follow me to kitchen is quite dangerous also cos my kitchen is quite small mikkiel walker take alot of space and sarah love to take things anyhow so when i am not in the kitchen two of them will playing together lol in the living room or watch okto channel...This is the longest day i never saw sarah lol....really miss her alot....Tomorrow mikkiel is turning 7 month i will be bringing him out for awalk...

i hope today onward i will be happy everyday no matter what happen,memories and past is aready over and think of the future will make life more merrier :)

Post 52

Mikkiel video link

Finally i finished my housechores ,put the clothes into the washing machine,change bed sheet,vaccumm the floor and mop the floor...Now waiting my time to past lol mikkiel is taking his nap and Today mikkiel wake up at 1.00pm and take his first milk why he wake up so late cos yesterday nite he wake up at 4 something and accompany hubby and i watch the taiwan drama series lol,after one hour he start making noise i doubt he is hungry so made milk for him after he drink he went back to his lalala land..This few days i really sleep VERY late,cos WHY i watching the 命中注定我爱你 and cry and laugh for a few days lol...LAst night or should today morning 6 plus i still watching myself tear keep dropping lol and the worse things IS i cannot find my tissue lol..i dun know how to describe this drama but is worth it to watch but must remember to get a pack of tissue...But 4 August 2009 channel u 10pm is going to start showing lol when i saw the advertisement when i was helping mikkiel to change cloth after bathing...my feeling is like normally i will be watching channel u at that time lol than i spent a few late night lol but after all is worth it...will upload one mikkiel video taken by my hubby lol very funny cos mikkiel keep doing this postion when he wanted to move forward when i saw what he doing i can't stop laughing lol...

i finally make a new spec....:)

Post 51

Actually today nothing to blog,received nisha call and she tell me there is a very nice question that this person he or she asking on my tagbox:

First of all thanx those who tag on the tagbox:thanx for the comments and the encouragement i really appreciate...:)

passerby: i thought only young teenager will shot gun marry but u quite old aradi right

Reply:hey should call u mr or miss,what u ask simply can show how old u are,no comment thanks for reading my blog :)

passerby: are you shotgun than marry?like your marriage is not well maintain cause normally shotgun marry will not last. Reply:hmmm no matter what marriage,i dun know whether my marriage will last anot when i died and step into the coffin than i will know my marriage will last anot and thanx for reminding me my marriage is not well maintain ,even if i explain i think u are too young to understand maybe when u grow up u will understand :)thanx for so concern about my marriage :) Now is 3:41am what am i doing still awake cos mikkiel has just sleep a hour ago he wake up and watch the dvd with me and hubby both is sleeping and i was still awake i just finish mopping my floor..Miss sarah alot another weeks have pass she might be coming back on friday thank mummy help me to look after her cos this few days the headache is killing me lol if i have to look after sarah and mikkiel i scared later i faint again lol...Dun know what wrong with my body,neither is implagnon cause or my health is turning to bad no matter what hope everyday will be happy can areadi...tomorrow i will be taking my new spec and finally i can wear my spec lol cos my vision still haven;t recover is still abit blur and my night blindness is turning bad to worse i think i better think of a way to improve my eyesight orelse i think it will get worst soon...is time to go to sleep cos i start yawning while updating today no photo lazy to upload my hp was charging so maybe tomorrow :)

Post 50

Saturady 3.00 am he is seeing me while i was stand infront of his playpen seeing my hp to see what time izzn;t and the light was not switch on


playing with his blanket can u see his head
cover himself with his blue blanket he is not cold he is playing ok 3.00am


Since mikkiel never sleep i also take photo of myself i from 53 kg drop to 48 kgsee my 黑眼圈 very deep rite :)

i am lacking of sleep and my eye was tired and my 黑眼圈 is very 深 lol u can see the photo above...why i was lacking of sleep,first my headache is coming on and off and is killing me first it start i will wake up and can't sleep..u know how many hours i sleep this few days mayb 5 to 6 hours,joey come up my house and say i look very 精 神 but i not and second is mikkiel will wake up at around 3 am suddenly and the first day i saw him wake up nearly scared me cos i was sleeping and wake up wanted to go to the toilet and come back see my hp see wat time areadi and i hear someone smiling really scared me lol and i turn back and saw mikkiel is in his crawl postion and smile to me and i switch on my light and i see his big eyes seeing at me and i know he is not going back to sleep...If he never sleep i will not be able to sleep so thinking what i can do,take the i weekly out that hubby bought for me and read but mikkiel is still playing and he alway love to see me and laugh from his playpen and than start to play with him awhile and take photo of him...After a few minutes i remember i bought a dvd taiwan drama 命中注定我爱你(a few month agao) i know very long show BUT i seldom bought dvd cos i think is a waste of money is because hubby wanted to buy DVD 3 for $49 he choose two and i choose one cos i saw a few episode that i download online BUT i have not see the last episode and i aready forget the story so i start all over again since mikkiel never sleep i watch until 5 something i went to sleep than mikkiel wake up 10 plus cos he want to drink milk and made and let him hold himself and i go cook his porridge than i cannot go back to sleep if sleep wait forget to close the fire so surf the net and listen to music lol this few day also like that BUT yesterday he never wake up but still the same pacificer drop he will cry and i will make myself wake up from the bed and go to his playpen and find his pacificer and give it to him...I thought i can quit my smoking but i fail to do is becoming heavier...My problem have areadi settle but some other haven't better hope nothing will happen to my house if once i see something outside my house i will just go to find that person who create this problem and he is not staying me...That person is not direct related to me but since he can because of money and never think of my two kids i dun need to bother him maybe when u are reading this post u think i refer to my hubby BUT no is someone else i just dun want to reveal his name here la but if things go worse i might do so....

why some people can because of money can dun think of his family and do sometime might harm his family..this type of people is simply NO brain..i am wondering money made people to be evil or people is evil because of money...Sound scary and i thought i will never met this type of people but no lo my life is like a drama but when is not those happy ones but is so terrible wan....WHYWHY but this problem will not make me weaker the main thing i care is my children safety i can because of my children and do anything...My children life is more important than my life cos why cos i brought them to this world i have the responsible to protect and take care of them no matter...although i fell unwell recently but i believe god will alway with me to help me...Got to go mikkiel wake up from his nap and yelling will bringing him out later alway at home also very xian...

POst 49

napkin turn it too a moomoo head
cute rite :)
the backside of the moomoo =...haahaaa
actually napkin can be very useful...I love it
what mikkiel is seeing he is seeing me eating the baked sweet potatoes and let him have some :)

Today saw my tagbox miss joanne what to know how to cook baby porridge so i share with all the mummies the recipes

First of all u need a slow cooker or a small pot,
mikkiel first day of porridge:
i used slow cooker to cook

Ingredient:

• Uncooked rice (wash)
• Loin meat ( fresh) can bought from supermarket or wet market
  
• water

i dun know the measurement i estimated myself, i wash the uncooked rice than put water and put loin meat inside and put into the slowcooker and cook turn it to high speed but the water i used is hot water cos if use cold water it will take long time to be cook..Slow cooker can cook until the loin meat into very small pieces and after half and hour u can stir evenly about two hours it will be ready the porridge will be like cereal or brown rice texture but must abit watery cos first time eat porridge is too thick scared baby dun digest cos i cook to thick the first time mikkiel dun like it cos the first time taste the porrridge he dun like it might be to thick for him i feed him he keep puking out,for the first few days i only let him have porridge first time a day...

The timetable of mikkiel feeding:(the first few day mikkiel start eat porridge)

• morning:180ml of milk(after 3 hours)
• afternoon:porridge(after 3 hours)
• mid-afternoon:180ml milk
• evening: brown rice or cereal
• night:180ml of milk + 1 spoon of cereal

i let mikkiel try for five days and see he can digest and no vomit and no diarrohea than i change the evening feed to porridge,so one day he will be having two meals of porridge i also introduce baby bites and fruit to him,he love it and his reflux is better..i add more ingredient into his porridge..

• Loin meat or dry scallop(to made the porridge have taste)
• carrot or potatoes (for potatoes u can buy from holland is softer and easy to becoming soft after cook)
• pumpkin
  
• round spinach (heng chye in hokkien)
• cod fish,salmon,threadfin (wu yu in chinese) i saw a magazine white fish is better for baby but salmon have omega 3 and is more expensive than other fish but fish that baby eat is abit expensive but no choice eat fish is good for anyone cos got DHA.
  

i normally will write in paper the food i will going to cook for mikkiel and sarah so i will not keep thinking what i goona to cook everyday i will write mon to sunday and is also easy for myself cos when i wake up i can see the paper i write and take the ingredient out to thaw it from the refrigerator..of cos sarah and mikkiel food is different sometime i will let sarah eat porridge with mikkiel in the afternoon when they having nap i will go prepare dinner for sarah and mikkiel cos now when i cook for mikkiel porridge i using pot so i cook two time a day cos my mum tell me if let the porridge to cool and warm it got alot of wind not gd for baby and children but if use slow cooker can cook once and let the baby to eat twice a day but i think is too waste of electricity and must leave it on for the whole day and it use pot lunch can be different from dinner can give mikkiel and sarah different variety everyday...Cos i think if myself everyday eat the same thing for a day also will feel not very gd...Example

mikkiel feeding time: Recent

• Morning :180ml milk
• afternoon: porridge (loin meat,spinach,carrot)
• mid afternoon 180ml milk and a bit of baby bites
• evening:porridge (loin meat,cod fish and potatoes) after 1 hours heniz fruit
• night:180 ml milk and cereal

sarah feeding time: recent

• morning:210ml of milk and biscuit of cornflakes
• afternoon:porridge or rice with 1 vegetable, 1 meat or soup
• tea time:160ml of milk bread with jam or nutella or biscuit
• eveningt:noodles,spagehetti or rice after 1 hour apple or fruit
• night:180ml of milk

i enjoy cooking for the children but i will like to organised my time cos if they awake i cannot able to cook cos both of them love to come to the kitchen and disturb me and i cannot concentrated and dun let kids go to the kitchen alone i do have the safety gate but i think i bought the wrong ones is not for prevent toddler or baby is for pets safety gates should have a door between it but mine u have to walk over it and it abit troublesome la.i bought it from kidzloft when having 50% sales haha..gtg hope what i share can help you, joanne but is not very detail cos if u are first time cooking i think u have to ask someone who demonstrate once for u to see is more better...hope it can help..For those mummies napkin is very useful can use to do alot of things i dun use napkin for diaper cos if never wash properly baby will get infection easily my mil's friend bought it when i was having sarah..is a multi purpose napkin is a gd item for mummy and baby..gotta stop here hope u will enjoy :)

Post 48

Happy 23 month to my baobei,sarah (she was not around having fun @ my parent hse)


taken on last saturday (afternoon went to hubby's parent hse to stay)



taken while i was surfing the net and carry him on the same time


early in the morning,mikkiel wake up the playpen will in a mess

at night he was playing with me while i was laying on the bed and he is in his playpen
taken today while on the way to (Loving heart service centre)
This baked sweet potatoes taste nice i bought it on NTUC and cost $0.90(cos i lazy to bake myself heeheehee)

while waiting for mikkiel to wake up for the last feed of the day,and hubby is sleeping and the pet society is under maintenance i here for some updated...Many things happen and yesterday was unwell,gastric pain and fainted at home for few hours,was lay under my computer chair and when sarah wake me up i cannot able to move cos i think my body is numb cos the computer chair weigh wait for hubby to come back and he carry me to the mattress and rest awhile...went to see doctor and the doctor give me painkiller and gastric pain and advice me go scan my head and my stomach so i think maybe something is wrong with me la but i forget to tell him i just put my implagnon but i think i going back to see my gynae @ kkh but unluckily my gynae is taking leave dun know when than come back forget it i will wait for her to come back than i will go see her better than waste my money to do scan end up no problem...This fews day thank for some friend come down and find me and talk to me worry something will happen to me but i alright now i think i need some time to let this matter to rest if this matter go worse i will make my decision and not going to take back anymore...Some friend ask me what i really want in life,i tell them I WANT TO BE HAPPY and i will do it...if i not happy whoever surround me will not be happy so why must i be so not happy rite :) mikkiel is finish his milk i gotta wash his milk bottle go to my dreamland..Tomorrow will be abetter day ....

Just wanna to share

You are not alone
Singer:Michael jackson

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone

All alone
Why, oh

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
So forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Then something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
And you are not alone


Heal the world
Singer:Michael jackson


There's A Place In
Your Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
And This Place Could
Be Much
Brighter Than Tomorrow
And If You Really Try
You'll Find There's No Need
To Cry
In This Place You'll Feel
There's No Hurt Or Sorrow

There Are Ways
To Get There
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

If You Want To Know Why
There's A Love That
Cannot Lie
Love Is Strong
It Only Cares For
Joyful Giving
If We Try
We Shall See
In This Bliss
We Cannot Feel
Fear Or Dread
We Stop Existing And
Start Living

Then It Feels That Always
Love's Enough For
Us Growing
So Make A Better World
Make A Better World...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living

• 生命过客
• Singer : Tong an ge
  
  
  在拥挤的街头
  你在忙碌的追求什么
  在孤寂的角落
  你知道失去的也多
  
  在拥有的角落
  你是否曾经好好珍惜
  在失去的时候
  是否依然那么在意
  一生要失败几回
  才知道成功的意义
  一生要爱过几回
  才了解爱的真谛
  一生要失败几回
  才知道成功的意义
  一生要爱过几回
  才了解爱的真谛
  
  在拥挤的街头
  你在忙碌的追求什么
  在孤寂的角落
  你知道失去的也多
  
  在拥有的角落
  你是否曾经好好珍惜
  在失去的时候
  是否依然那么在意
  一生要失败几回
  才知道成功的意义
  一生要爱过几回
  才了解爱的真谛
  一生要失败几回
  才知道成功的意义
  一生要爱过几回
  才了解爱的真谛
  
  一生要失败几回
  才知道成功的意义
  一生要爱过几回
  才了解爱的真谛
  一生要失败几回
  才知道成功的意义
  一生要爱过几回
  才了解爱的真谛
  
  一生要失败几回
  

Dear all,if u read my post 47, if one day u dun feel good or tired @ work listen to songs that can motivated u maybe it can help cos it work on me...:)

Post 47

sarah and mikkiel


Guess what mikkiel is seeing,he is seeing his daddy watching tv... : )

sarah coming back from my mum place,i like the dress that sarah is wearing


mikkiel hair is growing Very hard to capture sarah when taking photo cos she love to turn when i press the capture button...






sarah loves to use her leg to slide the console drawer and when sarah not here mikkiel will inmitate what sarah is doing...





my sexy mikkielmy red spec was spoil,i am forcing myself to wear cos my vision is blur ..gotta to make anew one.

Yesterday,actually feel happy cos i manage to go sleep at 11pm but is not i willingly to go to sleep cos i feel abit dizzyand unwell suddenly while i surfing the net so switch off the computer and done with my thing and go to my room and join sarah and mikkiel...2 am wake up cos i feel abit hungry but lazy to go out of my room so watch channel 8 lol watch awhile i dozed off again,4 plus wake up cos mikkiel is making noise cos he want his pacifier and than 7 plus mikkiel cry again and i wake myself up and make milk for him and he hold the milk bottle...

Is too early cook porridge also too early everything like not the right time to do so switch on computer and play my pet society and i feel like no energy so went to find some techno song to hear and while listen and playing my pet i feel like energy coming back so go pick some songs and sing very loudly like nobody business...Listening music and pick the right song when how u feel and sing with it really will make the mood u have very different..mayb u can try one day maybe it help...but when u are sad of course dun choose those very sad songs la pick those song that very meaningful and make u feel happy ...For me when i sing i loves to see the lyrics example when u feel very alone and u feel very sad u can listen to:Michael jackson (you are not alone) and read the lyrics and u can feel that u will feel better if u feel like crying just cry it out and u will feel better after that...I used to always hide everything to myself or share with friends but sometime listen to music also can make me feel abit more better...i used 2 hours plus to listen songs that i find in this website http://www.imeem.com wow i really feel very energetic but now is areadi 1.44am i am still here updating today three of us have a fun day cos three of us do everything together but when they have their nap,i do my housechores...i hope tomoroow mikkiel will not wake up so early tomorrow going to cook pumpkin porridge for them excited cos this is my first time using pumpkin hope will turn out delicious...gotta go my dreamland tomorrow will be a better day :)

Post 46

my new hair colour,nice

Yesterday sleep at 3 plus and today wake up 9 plus cos mikkiel is awake and make milk for him,and while he is drinking go prepare porridge for him and do so housechores,go in to my room the milk bottle was lay on mikkiel's playpen and he is sleeping...Since mikkiel sleeping,i happily eat my pizza and make myself hot milo..Surf net awhile and go take my bath,went i go in to changed mikkiel was awake and the eye is so big and take him out and wait for awhile and bring him to bath...Tell him jiejie is coming today he laugh very loud lol i think he missing his jiejie ba.......

Afternoon,my parent brought sarah back and saw her outside my house she is so happy,and my parent come in for awhile play with mikkiel and sarah and my dad has to go off to work so they going off and sarah is crying bring my secret weapon out and she stop crying...bring her biscuit and she while eating and laughing,i ask her to call me mummy and repeat with me than i ask who i am that she say mimimimi and i was so happy when she call me lol...Playing with them and now they is taking nap so i updated abit i think from now on will be busy lol cos my day is back to the same cannot go out must wait for hubby to come back than bring them out lol..BUt if they feel happy everyday how tired i am also worth it...Yesterday i watch the 活下去 and is last epsoide
and learn from the chen hanwei in the show when he regret what he had done and write to his best fren and his ex-wife,he realised life should not have any hate,and use love to everyone will make everyday with full of happy and motivation,what he write really is meaningful but easy to write but not easy to do lol...i dun have any people i hate but i only hate people who have bad character maybe not to extend to hate just dun like..

i dun understand a man who work and earn $1,500 s month and no girlfriend have to go borrow money from loan shark and alway want people to help him when he's get into trouble...He loves to gamble,last time i used to treat him as brother but now when i saw him i dun even give a damn to him,i ever scold him b4 but in my life those who get scold by me,can be consider unluckily cos i seldom scold people,i can consider myself a very anything person...if a anything person can get angry with this person, the person have wake up not still the same old him..i dun know how to describe him but just that what he do just dun involve my family member...i am going to burst everything out if i see him,i dun care who is beside him cos i think this type of people have to wake up himself ,cos what he do only people will look down on him,i never look down on him,i just dun like how he behave and the character he has,he can do anything because of money,even harm his family member..he also has this habit borrow money from people never return and can pretend nothing happen..sometime regret to help him in the past,cos i am harming him in a way to continue what he is doing NOW..luckily i never stay together with him anymore but just dun harm my family that all...I just wonder is why a man can become like this???

Post 45

when we on the way to take cab,i help him put the hoodies on the head and he pull it down and it become like this.:)

hubby is hire cab so i open and see what he doing inside guess what he doing..
he is sleeping...hahaaha

he wake up cos i laughing and talking to my hubby

on the way to jurong point

reach home and he is playing with sarah star..............

Today morning mikkiel wake up @ 9 plus while i just wake hubby up and i am about to go back to my lala land and i hear he talking so no choice to go back and continue my sleep so wake up and make milk for him and now he can hold his bottle so i can do some housechores and back to him and take his milk bottle and go wash..Guess what he doing he cry again so wash his milk bottle go and play with him...After awhile he sleep again..Baby is like this drink areadi and sleep lol..

In the afternoon,hubby back and get ready and off we go take cab and go kkh..on the way to kkh playing with mikkiel and he is so excited and see here and there after we reach went to take temperature and go to clinic D and register and wait for my turn to see my gynae play with mikkiel and hubby went to talk to his friend on the phone,nurse saw him and say wow boy ur clothes so cute wor and she ask me how many month than she play with him while i waiting my turn those people there take turn to play with him luckily he never cry orelse i in trouble after everyone left and he crying luckily hubby is back and he entertain him and i make milk for him and is my turn and went in to see my gynae,tell her my problem but Dr yang say is normal so talk to her one question cost me $60...so expensive rite the consultation fee..wait for meiyang and pingmei to come and pass her clothes and she pass me milk powder that ah mei's mother give and off we go to jurong point,eat our late lunch @ swensen,and order 2 main dishes+ one sides dishes,two drinks and one dessert cost us $50 very cheap cos one main dishes + one side order is free i tell hubby next time we wonder to go jurong point and eat we go weekdays lo cos got promotion and offer so we can save abit no matter what we will be going every week to buy our grocery and weekday alot of people also and very crowded..after our late lunch as normal went to xtra and buy grocery intend to buy a DVD player so go browse and no one match what i want so very sad and go buy things that was write down on my buy lists,and off we go..Come home was very tired but still have to pack things that we bought and than rest awhile and tell hubby i want to dye my hair so hubby say he help me dye so i go and mixed the thing and he help me dye very happy cos this is my first time hubby volunteer to help me dye after that i re touch myself abit lol...i actually very tired but today the 活下去 is last espisode so must watch and enjoy myself sleeping late cos my baobei,sarah is coming back tml and i not going to sleep late tml onward must before 1 am and i have to sleep and i will switch on my computer at night i want to accompany my children more...