Post 76

First of all i wonder to really to say thank my parent who came down immediately and even ask anything they can help...My parent brought sarah back home on the same day..Even thought how the paint is clear and the mess that "BIG EAR" had done will never wash away the problem that brainless jerk had done....

"Thing still not settle yet"

The door not still not paint with a new colour and the paints have been bought by that jerk 's mother...The smell of the paint stay for a couple of days imagine staying at home and smell that paint will make a person gone crazy..A simple home let this jerk of my hubby make until a home not like a home..Family not like a Family...


This is because a stubborn people alway never listen to people advice and never ever learn from his mistake and we get involved and because we have to suffer and than these people still can throw temper to me and say whatever he done is because of this family..I am appreciated somethings that this person done but i just never agreed what decision is make cos he never wants to listen to people advice.You will never think how u treat me and u want people to understand u...Did u ever want to understand how i feel...Chances given to u is to cherish and not take for advantages...U will get breakdown than what about me...Selfish will never lead u to anywhere but just lead to a loner life...u are enough of everything but than i not....i never been telling once years by years how many time i had been keep telling u and the msg i sent u u never put it in ur mind dun say ur heart...U dun blame people dun care when u are sick cos u alway put what u think in ur mind...U dun like people to treat u like this than u dun treat people like this, In this world there is no much people like u,behaving like this and there is me who give u chances by chances..Mistake is made by u is not u to judge how big or small this mistake is...U dun like this life that wat god gives u i think there is alot of people wanted cos they just one a chance to live cos they know they had done really wrong but u....U alway say with ur word promise with ur word but u will just do it for awhile and changed to be ur own self within a few days or months...Life is not going to alway so lucky u made mistake people will forgive u and the problem is u given plenty of chance but u never take it seriously....u dun want people to give up on u,u show to me u can do it ...Once everything is gone u dun come and beg cos whenever u done wrong i need tell u before,dun regret when things have gone life only live once and noone wants to live this type of life forever..i dun care u get what i mean u want a peace life doesn't mean ur mouth to say and alway does this type of happening things and than u can accept how i treat u and u start ur temper and u let me see how u treasure ...When decison is made i will never look back on u AGAIN....Dun blame me for being so cruel to u cos when u start to treat me badly u will never think how nice and good i treating u and when u need a person i am beside u ..i need a people who have big hearted to accept what i had throw and endure my anger and i never throw temper anyhow u never made mistake i will never think of finding fault dun say quarrel..i dun care how u treat people outside i just want u dun treat me like other...Stop always thinking on ur own way and life will be better...u want to have a happy family not by saying is how to make the family to be happy not creating trouble and problem and come back and show temper to ur own family...U realised this family is important and there is no more chance given is too late cos u made everything to turn another way...u dun think u are blessed i have nothing much to say...u are consider lucky what u had done in the past and god protect u for no reason and u dun want to cherish when it gones u will never get it back no matter how u do to take it back...hope when u read at this post u will change for ur own sake if not u will lose what u treasure very soon...

I need time to forget everything had happen this few days,an advice dun ever look out for loan shark when u have financial problem or u are addicted into gamble and need money to win back the money u lose .When borrow money is very easy but when u owned them and never return this is what that had happen to our house will happen to u...But than noone in my house borrow money from loan shark but just that my hubby is lucky to have a real blooded brother can do anything for money...