Happy New year 2010

Today is the last day of 2009,should enjoy this day and say a bye when the time turn to 0000hrs and

P.S Remember to let the bad memories stay on the time of 1159 hr and bring the happy memories towards 2010 and continues to enjoy happy day everyday....

2010 is at your doorstep..Remember, life is short,break the rules, forgive and forget quickly,love truly,laugh uncontrollably and never regret anything that made u smile...Happy 2010 may your wish come true :)

Not to forget ,to wish a advanced happy new year to EVERYONE

Post 94

I had been using this mask for a few weeks (once or twice a week)...I feel good using it and the price is much more cheaper than those branded skincare product....Rate ( 4.5/5) Ever since i found "freeman product" since secondary school i had been loving it and recommended to my friend...They also love it so much but than there is a period this product is very hard to be found so had been stop for a few years...Found it @ watson and buy and try...i hardly anyhow buy any product for my face cos i have a very sensitive skin..It happen that u are going to save some money for skincare product u can try FREEMAN product...(i never been pay for advertise i am just simply sharing :) )

my precious cheeky face

See the goofy beside mikkiel is his best friend now...

This two days was having some time with hubby and he even help me with some household chores and helping me with my pet society...Our weekend saturday spend the whole day at home playing with the kids and watch mob tv...Sunday morning hubby's mother brought sarah out,afternoon thought of going bugis but than raining heavily outside so evening we went over to jurong east st 21 to take the kid stuff i bought from a mummy from mother forum...After that went over to pasar malam for a walk...Saw some familiar face but than just keep wonder who is he/she but than after that realised is some friend that known when i was working in quickly but than when i remember they have areadi sms me...haha they didn't come over to talk cos hubby was around.But when i turn back and find them they had gone missing..Bought some food for dinner and in the end we bought alot and went back home and enjoy...Although was spending the time mostly at home but i still feel happy cos hubby will help me with most of the housechores and i can be more relax...haha

Today,GOOD NEWS hubby found a new job and will be working tomorrow...I hope he can get used to this new job and everything can go smoothly..Althougth is another contract job and will not be having any off day till chinese new year i think is must more better than compared to the previous job...Although our financial will be affected cos hubby will not be taking wages everyday but than will not be a problem after he take his first salary...Will be a very very tight month but than it a lesson for us to learn: we must know how to save money instead of spending money and left nothing when end of the month comes..i have to find sometime this few days to write my new year resolution and goal being keep saying and haven't do yet lol...Have to go my lala land tomorrow have to wake up early to wake hubby up...Good night everyone sweet dreamsssssssss......明天会跟好

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Post 93

24 December 2009,(Christmas Eve)12 0'clock sharp sarah and i start to sing "Happy birthday song" to mikkiel...He was so happy and laughing very loudly...After that i make a bread with jam represent mikkiel's birthday cake and mikkiel and sarah share together (SIMPLE also can be very HAPPY)...See the smile from their face make me felt so happy...( hubby went to bed cos he was tired due to the long hours of work) ...

In the evening,hubby's mum brought sarah to his cousin's house for christmas party....I brought mikkiel to jp to wait for hubby...At the meantime went to ocbc to withdraw the baby bonus money and than went for shop to shop while waiting for hubby to arrive...Went to kiddy palace and saw alot of things is having sale,about 15 mins later hubby arrive and was very happy cos i was in jp for 2 hours plus was so cold cos outside is drizzling...Hubby treat mikkiel and i to swensen for christmas eve dinner...While we having our dinner,mikkiel is disturbing the next table people and play and laugh so loudly alot of people is seeing us but than who care enjoy our dinner and than went xtra for grocery and went back home...

While waiting for cab,brought mikkiel to take photo with christmas tree since he born in Christmas Eve....Reach home,clean up mikkiel and let him have his milk after that he doze off with a smile..:)

25 12 09 Christmas day , intend to bring the kids out but than outside is raining thru and fro....At home play with the kids cos hubby went to 游街....Had a bad news when hubby came back telling me he has to go find a new job the stall is not earning so his aunt is going to closed down...Think postive will feel better...Now economic is better i dun think is very hard to find a job for living...Finally I changed my hair colour but than this time round the colour not that bright anymore is abit darker alright for me cos than can stop people mouth for calling me "ah lian"...(hope so la) Hubby is going to find job on next monday, not going to sell nasi lemak cos due to no business over there but than hubby's aunt offered him a job but than he doesn't want...So have to restart everything again...Tomorrow might go bugis (Guan Yin Temple) to pray hope the weather is good...I hope next year will be a better year for us...:)Monday going to see the childcare that i hope i can intake sarah and mikkiel in when mikkiel turn 18 mths since hubby will go interview in the afternoon... Another 5 days have to say byebye to 2009 ..(Excited and looking forward for a bright new year 2010) Good nite everyone sweet dreamssss :)

Mikkiel 1st birthday celebration on 20 12 09

Precious's birthday cake...
Precious new shoes

Precious outfit for his 1st birthday celebrationPrecious and me

My parent with precious

Shiyim,me and precious (finally we take a photo together)Angel and me(thanx gal for coming and the present)Marry,shiyim and precious


The hongbaos &present from hubby & my family,relatives,friend.....

Finally back for updated ...Another 1 hour is mikkiel actual 1st birthday but he is in his lala land now but i am sure he will wake up anytime for his milk...I think sarah and i will be the first one singing birthday song to him...Hubby went over to ah pek place to help up and pray for the family...I wonder how mikkiel reaction when both of us sing birthday song to him...hahaha

Sunday 20 12 09 was celebrating mikkiel 1st birthday,hubby and my family,relative and dearest friends came over...That day was a busy day for hubby and i cos we will walking up and down to bring the guest to our house cos they wanted to used the toilet...We held mikkiel's birthday in a open place shelter cos our house cannot contain 30++ people, I was so regret never take many photo of mikkiel cos my only camera phone was not with me everytime sometime with my hubby or with my friend so only remember when after cutting cake...The guests feedback say the cake is nice and most of the guests take 2 slices and above but than the buffet is not really good prefer Neo garden...I think E creative is best on cakes but buffet they must have some improvement...Thank for everyone who turn up and the present for mikkiel...(until now the present not open yet )...

Last but not least,wish my dearest precious a advanced happy birthday,hubby come back areadi we can sing happy birthday song for mikkiel together...Will be brought sarah and mikkiel out tomorrow hope hubby will come back early :)

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I was so stressed just now but thanx to shiyim who help me up or else i think tonight i sure will have a sleepless night...Hubby will be stop working for this few days and will start a new job on monday...I think i cannot use my finger to blame on anyone cos is i the one who ask hubby to continue his job and he can get his first bonus..Who know no bonus and salary had been drag and drag..."i believe everyone works is because to earn money and than hubby is the one at the moment is working to support us...A day earn $30 and sometime even less than if we never rent out one of our room if not our financial is will be a big problem...The reason why hubby still staying to this job is because is daily wage and than he is working with his friend..."I have no comment of this friend anymore."I can say this job is not easy recently the weather is freaking hot,and i can understand how tired hubby is ,even though he never say but i know...I never see him directly how hard he is working but than my father did saw him before and he did tell me personally...I always think he is enjoying cos he is working with his friend but than he is really working...Why must work so hard for this pathetic $30 now i know the reason in my heart.

This friend of my hubby, was so helpful to help my hubby's father cos he need someone who have a cheque book to just kindly help him and he will pass the money he write on the cheque to him...This money was a deposit for renting a stall and than hubby's father went up to our house and pass the $500 to me and ask me pass to my hubby and than of course pass to his friend to deposit to his account.Who know this kind friend didn't even deposit the money to his account and i dun know why he cannot even fork the $500 out immediately..Hubby's dad need the money to pay the deposit now $500 is gone to the sky...I dun think he can fork out the money so as hubby friend...I dun know what will happen tomorrow but what i know is hubby's dad everything had done just left that deposit after paying he can start his small business...All thanx to this friend,he is really being very good to us and hubby's dad...Firstly he should not ask hubby to continue work with him if his financial problem,i dun know what he say to my hubby is true anot...Afte rall what i can say is my hubby's friend family is very supportive to his business,there is once his business is really gonna to end,his family fork out the money to help him in the end the money all gone to jackpot or gamble stuff.GAMBLE REALLY HARM..i dun know what will this friend of hubby will become i wish him GOOD LUCK..This is the second people that i know is a GAMBLER what he had done before really make feel so sad for his family..I learn from my lesson to lesson never end up addict to gamble and never be a GAMBLER...GAMBLER AND DRUG ADDICTS is the same things once u hooked if difficult to quit...Gambler will never end up to jail but once drug addict is caught punishment will be given...If everything go to the worse,might even lose a family and loved ones...Treasure what u have now dun regret if everything had gone..I doubt noone wants a family member nor a friend is like that jerk or this friend of hubby...They have alot of chance given and even there is people willingly to help but in the end they lose people hard earn money in a day...They are adult they dun help themselves go for any help is also the same...The money they have lose can let me pay my house loan...

Is time to end my post cos i dun think will be an end if i continue...what had done just learn as a lesson and never make the same mistake again...Spare a thought of another this world will be better...

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Post 91

My new hairstyle suit me (give some comments pls)

Weekend had over...1:46 am just finish chatting with hazel...We spent few hours chatting and she share some of her problem with me...Sometime i realized is not easy to find time to chat with friend...I normally dun call my friend when i know they are working i normally wait for them to call me cos i afraid i might disturb them...Those who close and know me well know why but recently some friend is complaining that very hard to find me...My house phone was having problem due to the connection and my hp was always put into silent..Later 5 30 am have to wake hubby up i think left a few hours to sleep..I dun know whether can i sleep anot...

I have prepared a buy list that need to buy and we have alot of thing to buy but than of course we did more vitamin M...Hubby's salary is hold back again (used to it) Next week hubby will start his new job and hope everything will go smoothly *pray* at least this new job he able to off on sunday...the salary is more better than now and it might be a bit tired hope hubby can get used to it...Realize time flies so fast,now is aready 14 december and 6 more days will be celebrating mikkiel's 1st birthday..Hope everything will turn up well..I am looking forward to 2010 and hope everyone can be happy and healthy always............and stay away from evil

Post 90

Finally after a week i came back to blog,the internet connection is still damn slow,called up singtel 1620 or 1688 always have to wait for a very long time...Where got so much time keep listening to the same things while waiting for the operator to answer...I think there is only a few people working that why always have to wait so long...This week was a busy ones...

Sunday

In the evening,hubby and i brought mikkiel to jurong point for grocery and have our dinner...Sarah was brought out by hubby's parent so she never join us...We walk to jurong point my feet is so pain cos i am wearing my plattform shoes ( my sandal was not in service anymore due to the loan shark's people came and splash the paint and my sandal was with nice paint too)...Reached within 15mins and faster go buy a sandal and wear it...Feel much better after getting a new pair of sandal...I was so rush to get everthing that need to buy..All thank to my hubby who adjust his watch time wrongly exactly 1 hours late than the exact time..(realize it when we reach home)..Spent a few hours in jurong point and cabbed home...

Tuesday

Brought sarah and mikkiel to kkh (sarah has a appointment with her pd,Dr chua) with hubby,wake up damn early cos the appointment is 10 30...cabbed down and while we reach was aready 1020 and went to clinic K for register and take height and weight we will stuck at the corner about 15 mins,cos sarah doesn't want the nurse to help her take her height and weight..She cry until alot of people is staring at us,have to play with her and ask the nurse to do it after measuring she is 12kg and 88 cm..Went over to RM 15 to wait for Dr chua to come ,Luckily we are not late for the appoinment heeehee...We waited for about 5 mins Dr chua came and we are the first one to be called so go in...Dr chua do some body check up for sarah and ask some question and everything is fine...Dr chua say sarah is ready for toilet train and will go back to see her another 18 months.Made payment and have our lunch and off we go to my parent's house and hubby go to work...Reached my parent house about 1pm,mummy help me to feed sarah& mikkiel their lunch..I cannot stand the weather is freaky hot went to take a fast bath cos mummy is going to work..Hazel came and find me,chatted for nearly 3 hours and mummy is back from work..Sarah is enjoying herself in my grandma room playing and talking to my grandma and mikkiel is playing with himself when i was chatting with hazel...Hazel went back after dinner...Mummy suggest bring the kids to playground...Brought them down and within an hour father sent us back to our home sweet home...We are so enjoy at my parent's house too bad we never stay over...

Wednesday to Saturday

Life became normal again...Staying at home as usual i realize my phone had been very quiet this few days,nobody calls realize the phone connection also got PROBLEM lol...Dun know what wrong with the modem or the singtel connection...I will be going to call now and see what happen..Good nite everyone :)

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mikkiel is playing in his playpen with my panasonic x66...

mikkiel loves to read book ........


One the dishes i cook today (Egg with long bean)Haha...my recent photo i know still fat (i am trying hard to get my "flat tummy")

Is friday again...Sarah and mikkiel is in the room watching barney and hubby is accompany them...Today 3 of us wake up nearly 1 pm and mikkiel was the first one who wake up first than sarah is the second last one is me...I was damn tired due to my "da yi ma" come visit me and thursday morning i wake up damn early 6 am (if i not wrong) done some housechores and cook porridge...The whole day i never take any nap and in the night i feel so tired and went to the room about 12 and tidy up sarah and mikkiel's clothes and put it nicely in their cupboard...Around 2 than dozed off...Recently hubby wake up himself cos maybe i had been sleeping too late when his friend call him to wake up i dun even hear anything and hubby can wake up...I think we changed to each other sleeping habit...Hahaha

Recently i was damn happy i had contact back some long lost friend....Especially those who is always been so good to me and also share some good memories together...I was happy to know they are extremely happy with their life and they are doing great...Chatting on the phone and while talking always let me think of those day we had spent the moment together..LAst night was msn with my primary classmate,shuzhen we used to eat together in recess time and she even mention i and one of my friend alway never put back the plate that we had eaten and ask someone to help ask someone to put back..But i really can't remember it cos is about 14 years and i really dun have any much memories in primary...She even mention the ambition we wanted to be...she can still remember about the ambition we wanted to be...One of my friend ,karen's ambition is to be a nurse and she really done it when she grow up and i ask her she remember mine she say i want to earn alot of money and i wanted to be a actress or singer...yup she absolutely right...Her memory is good lol...I think we didn't met each other ever since we graduate in primary school...Luckily now the technology is more advanced want to find back a friend is also not that diffcult anymore...

This whole week i have been tidy up sarah and mikkiel drawer,realized they have alot of clothes cannot be wear and pack it in a bag and pass to some friends who have kids at home...Ever since this week i start to teach sarah and mikkiel some simple words and start to let sarah to learn how to write simple A B C. in the afternoon after their lunch ..I realize sarah and mikkiel will take out the storybook and see the picture themselves when i was doing my housechores..Sarah will take out my magazine or newspaper and mikkiel will flip the storybook that i given to him when he is making noise...Sarah knows how to take the thing i wanted to me and she is my little helper now...When i want to bath mikkiel.she know how to switch off the fan,i never ask her to do so she saw me taking his brother towel she know i want to bath mikkiel...she will help me to take care of mikkiel if mikkiel is making noise...At time she is lovely and sweet but sometime she will be misbehave also..I cannot expect her to act like a adult and she is only two year old now...Will be bringing sarah to kkh for check up this tuesday and after that will go back to my parent's house...Tomorrow will be weekend soon and hope it will be a great day for us :)

Post 88

Finally have my free time to blog,but the network is very slow now even i am uploading the photo it take a few minutes to done it...I log in to my facebook account is also the same...I dun know is my computer or the network but whatever...Since is so slow i'm here to updated...This few days Life has been the same just that sunday and monday is abit different...Actually sunday wanted to bring the kids out for a walk but than forgotten hubby say he is going to paint the room ceiling,bathroom and the toilet...So when he come back from work,he start to paint the room and i was in the living room using the phone eating dinner and look after mikkiel...Sarah was out with hubby's parent...After hubby finish painting the room ceiling i doubt he is tired and i cook for him roti prata n he dip with the curry chicken he bought....I help hubby to do the remaining and he help me look after the kids...This is my first time doing painting was not really diffcult but not as good as the professional...After finish painting,tidy up and went to sleep...

Monday evening,my two tenants came back and tell me my door was with paint AGAIN...As usual call hubby and inform him...Within a fews minute he came back and report police and police came to make statement...After that when they go,hubby start to clear the paint with thinner and he used 2 hours two done my door and this time round i dun have any feeling anymore,i was very numb with the things aready...The spy cam capture everything and even the face of that two idiots...They even came to do those stupid things when i was at home and i think i was in the living room but i didn't know anything but whatever the face was captured...I think very fast they ended up in police station cos they even went to hubby's parent house to do the same to them...Their spy cam was more clearer than ours SO if the police wanted to catch them is very easy...I wish the police can catch all the people is involving once and for all and we can live in a peaceful life and wait till 3 more years if we have the money and we moved out of this house and we will never let the JERK to know where we will living...I mean what i say...I thought after so many things happen that bloody idiot will changed but than he is still the same or more worse,he still can steal his parent gold to go pawn and i doubt he still use the money to go gamble..he can even plot story to his father saying he lent $1,000 to my hubby.luckily his father know to come up and clarify if not hubby is going to get into trouble again...i think he can jolly well wait till his KARMA comes,his parent used around $60k to help him to clear his stupid debt yet he dun even feel grateful to his parent and become worse and now WORST...I am not going to interfere his things anymore and even he is infront of me i will never do anything anymore,he is not worth to make my hand dirty or even make my mouth throwing out words to the air and waste my strength and energy....He think now he contacting my hubby i will get angry i will not anymore...he can be very clever to changed his number and contact my hubby by sms...Hubby was the one who tell me and he say he will never contact him anymore and he even tell his brother also but than he can be so thick skin to sms my hubby...I dun want to care and i also dun want to know no point of putting his photo and make him popular...i just believe "what go around come around" I will never let this JERK to affect my life anymore..


Today evening,hubby came back from work and we have to go to the clinic to get my pap smear result and make me wait for bloody 1 hours plus and is my turn to see the doctor..Finally i know the doctor named she is Cynthia Chao...Ms Chao say nothing goes wrong in my cervix and ask me every year go back to do the pap smear and actually i dun need to wait for so long i can go tell the nurse i am getting my report and she will explain the things to me...Doesn't matter since everything is fine...After that brought the kids to the NTUC and brought grocery and needs...Cabbed home and Order Macdelivery since i am craving with the seaweed fries again and hubby still have not take his dinner...While waiting i went to jot down how much we have spent today in our account book so we know how the money is spent and hope can help for our saving...Sorry for a long post again i know i too long winded hahaha.....Is the last month of 2009 i hope i can enjoy with my family,relatives and friends and so as everyone...:)