♥ The starting of MARCH ♥

THE LAST DAY OF 2011 CNY
<元宵节>
17 feb 2011

The very unforgettable Day when i had make my mind to go down alone to BUGIS to pray after bring my 2 precious to school..But when i had open my door OH gosh wonderful thingy (the photo above), shock of my life again..LAST DAY OF CNY and happen this type of stupid thingy,will not be happy or also will never get angry I AM NUMB and GET USED TO IT...I still continue my plan and come back home report to police in the afternoon..I am lazy to clean my door cos i dun feel a need to do that to..After that follow by the Private loaner..Is a routine areadi..

This type of things will never affected me much anymore,The children father want to do what go ahead and do,i am very numb to his doing last week even loan shark call n threatened to burn the house and scold me the vulgar language and friend of his call me and tell me how this man affected his family n his poor wife n 5 children..I know how his friend wife feel but than MAN SOMETIME ONLY BECAUSE OF FRIEND THAT FAMILY MEMBER SUFFER..HELLO WAKE UP NOW IS AREADI 2011 ..
The summary everyone want to know where is HE hiding,the wonderful parent told the private loaner that he is not staying at there so no choice they have to do their jobs to knock on my door n seeing some same faces UNCLE,although their company is called AGGRESSIVE and look like very fierce..AFTER ALL THEY ARE ALSO HUMAN BEING,they even taught me to do this n that for the children n me to protect this house is not ONLY HIS..

I am very grateful that i have alot of nice people helping me and until now i still have to borrow money from whoever to cover some bills ,school fees n OF COURSE SURVIVING..

I have to settle my everythings and start my own plans,i have my plan i will go for it to provided a better life for family..SETTLE EVERY DEBT MYSELF I NEED TIME NEED THINK NEED TO EARN MORE MONEY..I WILL DO IT..=)

♥ staying at home ♥

My eye bags had been become bigger and circle become darker..Poor mikkiel is unwell,have to look after him well..Brought him to clinic and hospital for straight 3 days..He got lots of phlegm poor boy...Going to bring them to school..Be back again for update soon =) Busying looking after them n work at the same time..I feel tired but everything is worth it =)...

Thank my parent who always there for me
although i know my mother is worrying about us
knew father understand everything although
he never say a word..

Fetch me to clinic and hospital in late night
i feel that family support in important
but
i wil not forget my friends out there
who call,sms or even come up ..

Thank for the journalist who help me
publish my real life story on the newspaper

Hope goes my peace and happy life with everyone
i treasure =)

Love u all
and thank very much..

♥ Weekend i will be the CHEF for 2 precious♥

Szechuan vege with pork (nice)<♥>

♥WARMING IN PROGRESS♥

CABBAGE WITH CARROT SOUP

Green bean soup

One of the day went i brought 2 precious

♥

to school...

太委屈

当她横刀夺爱的时候
你忘了所有的誓言
她扬起爱情胜利的旗帜
你要我选择继续爱你的方式
你曾经说要保护我
只给我温柔没挫折
可是现在你总是对我回避
不再为我有心事而着急
人说恋爱就像放风筝
如果太计较就有悔恨
只是你们都忘了告诉我
放纵的爱也会让天空划满伤痕
太委屈
连分手也是让我最后得到消息
不哭泣
因为我对情对爱全都不曾亏欠你
太委屈
还爱着你你却把别人拥在怀里
不能再这样下去
穿过爱的暴风雨
宁愿清醒忍痛地放弃你
也不在爱的梦中委屈自己

你曾经说要保护我
只给我温柔没挫折
可是现在你总是对我回避
不再为我有心事而着急
人说恋爱就像放风筝
如果太计较就有悔恨
只是你们都忘了告诉我
放纵的爱也会让天空划满伤痕
太委屈
连分手也是让我最后得到消息
不哭泣
因为我对情对爱全都不曾亏欠你
太委屈
还爱着你你却把别人拥在怀里
不能再这样下去
穿过爱的暴风雨
宁愿清醒忍痛地放弃你
太委屈
连分手也是让我最后得到消息
不哭泣
因为我对情对爱全都不曾亏欠你
太委屈
还爱着你你却把别人拥在怀里
不能再这样下去
穿过爱的暴风雨
宁愿清醒忍痛地放弃你

也不在爱的梦中委屈自己

ＬＩＦＥ ＱＵＯＴＥＳ

ＭＹ　ＦＡＶ　ＱＵＯＴＥＳ:

Money makes the world go round, makes a person smile, makes a person laugh. Money could also break friendship, relationships and family. Friends whom gamble, please take a min to think about this before you start gambling, because once you start, you cant stop. Don't gamble your life, friends and family away. Once gone, they will never return.

Don't only be close with someone who makes you HAPPY ,be close with someone who CAN'T be happy without you. It makes a lot of difference in life.

Relationships are not about whom you know the longest or who cared first or best, it’s all about who came and never left.

Happy Saturday =)

Nowadays baobei was very keen on taking photo

whenever i was holding camera she was saying
mummy 我要拍照.

两个宝贝再看barney...
又是宝贝。。哈哈。。
playing on my bed when i was changing the DVD for them...
My big fat tummy (好吃的食物)

Ａ　ｐｉｍｐｌｅ　ｐｏｐ　ｏｎ　ｍｙ　ｆｏｒｅｈｅａｄ　ＯＭＹ GOD..

the most good head band (found it again)
i love to use it on
when i was doing housechores,washin my oily faces,removing makeup & etc....
i doesn't like my hair around my face
i feel so irritating lol...

(Daiso @ $2)Yesterday brought 2 precious n take it on the lift
forgot to switch on my 'flashlight'
This is how i look when with flashlight hahaha...



今天煮猪脚米粉,
2 precious love it so much..
I cook one packet of beehoon
and left around one big bowl..

Saturday is ending soon..
Tml is sunday
gonna bring 2 precious out
today enjoying with them
taking photo
playing games & toys
2 of them had dozed to sleep..
So i had abit of free time myself =)

Monday is Valentine Day
and
was happy when
one of my friend
told me
你没有爱人陪有我陪...哈哈
你还有两个可爱的孩子
陪你哦..

Really need to thank
those who had always never left me behind
when i need help & was very very down...=)

友情人快!!!!!!
An advanced Happy Valentine Day to everyone =)

CNY NEW YEAR CELEBRATION

CNY EVE

CNY DAY 1

CNY Day 2
CNY DAY 3

CNY DAY 4
We had a great time during CNY season,
Stay at my parent's house for four days
and
have a wonderful time gathering
with the relatives , cousin n friends ..

thank for their care and concern
and the advice..
no matter how
our life still have to go on
and
will be the same like CNY
although someone who want to destroy our CNY
had not be successful =)

SHOCK SUPRISE DAY

1st of Feb

Afternoon went for my callous appointment @ Jurong Medical Centre
Brought mikkiel along cos that day no school for him..
After that went to my company for a while talk to my colleagues
& decided to bring my document down to URA Building..

Was a busy day came back with full of shock
Came back and Called mummy as usual
And than she told me
the father of the children
& THEIR PARENT
is @ my parent house..
Was thinking FOR WHAT
WHATEVER
JUST LIKE ME THINK
HOW NOT NORMAL
THEY ARE DOING..
THE FATHER OF THE CHILDREN
capable to be bullshit with their thingy..

Yeah i everything also right
but than doesn't mean UR TWO SONS
CAN TURN THIS HOUSE LIKE
SHIT..
AND TURN A NORMAL HUMAN BEING NEARLY TO HELL
AND GONE CRAZY..

IF a person will really changes will never repeat it the same mistake for a few times in A year..

Yesterday he still have the cheek to say he is change and he know himself
by sms-ing me..

I dun even feel like sms-ing him but everyday he will send me more than 4 - 5 sms
with different number ...
with the same msgs..

I can't even be bother,he still tell my mum that i called him a few times a days
whereby since i chased him out of the house
i dun give a damn on him..

Because of that matter my second prize fly away on wed i bought 9693 and open 9493.

This is one part of the letter he wrote to me
when he say he willing to change for this family
and love the children..

PROMISE FOR THREE YEARS PLUS
ALL IS JUST A RUBBISH LOL...

♥3 more days to go is CNY ♥

Yesterday my eye still red n sore

Today morning wake up is getting damn worse lol
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.
.
.

Since precious is taking his nap
so i update abit..
Have done finish my housechores
My sore eye is getting slightly better if the afternoon..Someone comments my eye look like 水汪汪
Some even comment my eye look like cry alot of days..
Was blessed i alright now
and thank god mikkiel never spread by me...♥someone bought me this two books and claim is for my valentine day present..♥
I had been many years didn't read this type of book
Very long never received valentine day present
BUT WE ARE NOT COUPLE
at all..
whatever i thank everyone who bought this for me or my 2 precious for this RABBIT year
really appreciated =)
感恩=)

Had wrote this letter for the debtor who come up
gonna paste on my door
But i dun know how to write in chinese
gonna ask someone who can translate for me..

Valentine Day is coming
luckily i have my
.
.
.
.
.
one look so SWEETONE LOOK SO CUTE

2 precious to accompany me ..=)

Tomorrow hope will not rain so i can go Tanjong Pagar to give some document to
the officer...*Pray*