今天不懂明天事.....

WHAT WRONG WITH THE WORLD NOWADAYS...

The walls outside my houseThe paint at the other side of our neighbour

Another walls written so BIG ...


Precious having fever brought him to see doctor 38.8'c..
OMG,i having headache and precious is having fever..
Mummy is sick to suspect that she having 关节炎
she had not been feeling well recently...
(quite worry about her too)


Watch the Dream potter @channel 8
and read the WANBAO..
Just remind me what had happen from last year till now..
Loan shark is haunting my house upside down
I had been grumbling and grumbling since last year and
i also thought it will be a full stop for everything..

Who knows this man was so clever saying that
he is helping his brother
and than the same reason
and act the same ways..

I have getting sick of his words
I doubt of his words
There is many advice from many friends
I really regret i choose him as my husband
and let him to be the children father..
Why i used to make mistake
But than why now i can try not to get back to my past
and he is doing again and again
to help his CB brother..
And once again his brother is not at home again..
Dun call police
Dun do anything
Loan shark call his mother
and speaking HONG JING KAI
his mother just put down the phone
yeah
than my house kanna this ^&^&() by loan shark
i had not been seeing their face again
like last year..
Telling me his brother is changing
BULLSHIT
GETTING WORSE

I really dun want to bother their HOME MATTERS
But than affect MY HOUSE
MY NAME
HOW CAN I LIVE IN THIS HOUSE
WHO KNOW WHEN LOAN SHARK WILL BURN UP MY HOUSE..

PROBLEM CREATED I HAVE TO FIND WAYS TO SETTLE
CALL MY HOME PHONE LISTEN TO MY VOICE
PUT DOWN THE PHONE..

CALLED UP THE LOAN SHARK
AND
keep mentioning me that i am that fcuker sister in law
and telling me how he owned them..
3 loan shark call me continue..

Telling me i want to pay for him anot..
See my face and i so STUPID anot..
I actually want this house
after my divorce case had settle..
HOW CAN I WANT THIS HOUSE
AND THIS MAN MAKE TILL THIS HOUSE
TILL LIKE THIS..

HOW CAN I LIVE WITH THIS MAN
and HIS FAMILY IS SO
^&*$$&*)...

Not i don't want to give 2 precious a complete family
BUT HOW TO.....

Headache again
I only a woman how much things can i take it
how much things that people can take it
is their problem
Some people can tell me
who who can take it
who who can what..But than
not my problem at all..

I had areadi take many things beyond my limits..
Everythings is not i the one who ask him to do it
he never listen
he stubborn
he think he stupid
he say he regret helping his brother
what the use
using the bloody mouth and say
i also can...

Enough is Enough
I dun wanna to lose my life
just because him and his family..
Not worth it at all...

I have many days months years to spend with alot of people
I need a man who can protect and be responsible as a husband and a father
not a man who dun know how to think
and using reason to cover his wrong doings.

i can live a very simple life
but not a very happening life cause by HIM

THANK I LEARN ALOT FROM HIM
OF CAUSE I WILL NOT DO WHAT HIS AND HIS FAMILY DOES
I NOT A VERY COPY CAT PERSON
I ALSO A VERY HEARTLESS PERSON
JUST U AND UR FAMILY GO UR WAY
AND
DUN COME AND LOOK FOR US
COS WE DUN WANT ANY TROUBLE FROM THEM
HAPPENING LIFE ALWAYS..

LET THE GOD
TO BRING THE PUNISHMENT
TO WHAT SINS THEY HAVE DONE..

I'm glad my friend,sisters lend me their ears to complain and listen to my sorrow
even my 2 colleagues
and the advice..
I really hope i can stand up once again
without haiz here and there...

I of course not because of this man cannot stand up
is the things he had done without thinking
i cannot sleep well
dun know when the loan shark will come and splash the paint
and when they will come and do what things
that i read on WANBAO..

ENDLESS NIGHTMARE
WHEN CAN I HAVE SWEET DREAMS WITH A SMILE

I ALSO HOPE ONE DAY ALSO CAN HELP THE PEOPLE AROUND
WHO NEED HELP
COS WHEN I NEED HELP
MY FAMILY,RELATIVES FRIEND AND MANY MANY
HELP ME
IN MANY WAYS