Laris 4th birthday @ Explorer Kids

Happy birthday to Laris
happy birthday to u.....

My very first going to Explorer Kid and precious also..Sarah never tag along mummy bring her to eat
with my brother and friends..Taste the food for their wedding..I will promise to bring her go to play the ball session..
That day was totally free for the kids who attend Laris's birthday party...
Anyone have more good suggestion instead knew that Explorer kid is damn
expensive if i am not a member...
Bring 2 precious to enjoy again
cos i promised Sarah that
"mummy will bring her go"

Thank for Ah mei's mummy and Ah zhen help me look after mikkiel and 3 of us plus him
was walking around E-hub...Ah zhen was tired helping me look after mikkiel and Ah mei mother take turn
to help me look after..
Of course thank them for helping me
so i have some free time with my sistas..

(It been so long time we go out together
although was a short trip
i still feel happy
at least we are together like last time
but everyone seem to grow up
but i believe the friendship &
Sistership will forever)

Below is some picture taken @ Explorer Kids

whose secy leg that mikkiel is hugging on...
Didn't bring any sock with us..
We bought it at a push cart around E-hub..
tada
ah mei ,Anqi,ping mei and mine
feets..=>


We are chatting and chatting in the aloha chalet till 3 plus than off we
go to E-hub..
Saw my feet i am siting on the floor
cos the bed is too sift for me...
(&^^$#%$#%*
till time reach lol..

Soo Meng came after work and fetch everyone home...
A wonderful day with my seconday school buddy cum sistas..

My recent life :>

The first few day i start to work in this company
During June 2010

Mid of August
(Attending my 嬷嬷 funeral)

21 October 2010
Officially with the company
working part time
for 4 months...

4 months working in this company,although the salary is the most important things that i always complaining about and some small small matter..I starting to love this job but i knew this job will not be lasting me for long..I enjoy chatting with colleagues and learning every little product and recommend to the customer who came in...From next post onward will slightly share some good item that was in my company...Going to sleep nitex everyone..

Very hot weather

(My precious having sore eye...)

Today went to work as usual ,2 precious teacher call when i was working saying mikkiel was having sore eye after hours of observation..Ask their daddy to take childcare leave and than i continue to work till evening cos one of my colleagues is sick got one day MC...Daddy bring him to see doctor and gave mikkiel 4 days MC so the other 3 days i will be staying at home to looking after him..

Recently i had been dropping hair like "FREE" lol..Had been stop applying my hair tonic for maybe a few weeks...This very good example for the woman who like me
SIMPLY LAZY lol..
The weather now is SO SO HOT and
the HAZE made me cough and flu...
(Jump topics very fast rite)

Woman like me dun be lazy,there is no ugly women got only lazy bum..
I saying myself..hahah

My brother and ( my going to be sister in law) wedding photo...
Attending their wedding real soon..
Ever since i marry till now
This is my first time attending wedding
and his my own bro wedding..
Dun know how will i feel on that day
excited..

Have to start to buy their present
and start to get 2 precious clothes for their wedding...
$$$$$$$$$
hope my bank account will grow money
soon...

The weather is bloody hot...

My 2 precious

So sweet right!!!

Chasing each other because of one empty bottle...

The Glue is recommend by my friend who used for double eyelid for alot alot of years saw her using this when i was 18 years old..But i just dun know how to use that fake eyelashes that my friend bought for me...( wasted)My 2nd attempt to attach fake eyelashes = Failure (Drop off after a few minutes)

My Very First Time Using Eyeliner pencil
I look abit wired when i saw myself in mirror,
cos my 27 years of life
dun have a eyeliner pencil exist in my comestic bag b4(haha)..
and fake eyelashes..

Sometime putting some light make up i am alright..
I realised my mascara,lipstick and some other had been expired
i have been not putting make-up since 2007
all throw away
got to buy some
when i need too...

I have some problem to upload photo so
just share some here..My dearest godsis,my dear crystal and lynn
thank for the accompany and many many things they
have done...:)

Below is some heart words that i cannot say out in my mouth,


I have to thank all my friends who care and worry about me..
I cannot mention names here cos properly
will be alot and i will just remember in my heart...

Brought me out to sing and dinner,Accompany me even have bf or family
Call me and advice me
Worry whether do i have enough $$$ to use
Helping me in $$ no matter how long we dun contact n we dun meet
There is alot alot alot
to mention

Some people even say i dun look like got any problem
I can even joke around and of course
If i doesnt have friends like that
i dun think i can be so strong and
whatever...

That is why i always put friend somehow infront of him..
The advice and the hours of conversation with anyone
I remember
the help
always in my heart..

Thank you all friend ...
This is why no matter how FRIENDSHIP remind
and FRIEND CALL
and
MEANINGS
IS..

Once again
THANK YOU SO MUCH
Lug u all..

(Finally i had my own 1st digital camera was from my brother and dao sao.....)
thank them if not i cannot even capture sarah 1st performance on 30 October
on their graduation day...
Didn't know that they know i wanted a CAMERA
was susprise
but many many
thank to
them...

My brother also getting marry soon but than still have't thought what i can give both of them
of cos my blessing is important..
28112010
their wedding day...

:我会想你,嬷嬷

<我亲爱的嬷嬷>

当你脸上写着无可奈何的表情
你是否感觉到我思念的心
当泪水再也无法改变天的觉定
一万个的思恋理由我只能想
但思恋就这样浓烈的来决裂的去
只能看你再我的世界慢慢地流去
让寂寞莫名占据这颗思念的心
让我思念的不缠绵随风而去
没有你的日子里我会想你(嬷嬷)
黑夜来临时候我会想你(嬷嬷)
我无法抗拒你的点点滴滴
该怎样把你忘记
该怎样把你从记忆中抹去

(一首歌给我的嬷嬷)
我很思恋我的嬷嬷....
希望嬷嬷会在天堂会快乐....

我真的累...........

When this period,2010 Chinese new year,my grandma had treat Sarah as me...How Best issn't it if the time will just stop there...


Ever since my 嬷嬷 had gone to the heaven....I had been changing myself ,my concept & my everything..
Due to those things i am very insisted ON i am also very anything..


But just because of one person doesn't know how to compromised or whatever in this marriage,everyone in the house is really really suffering..With this few month,how many things had happen,when my grandma not even passed for one month,things is still happening,When middle of the night,i drop my tear i need someone who be there GUESS WHO WILL IT BE..SARAH N MIKKIEL Even thought they are still toddlers at least they will not do anything bad very bad to me...Althought i scold ,beat them when they cannot be control they still love me,sarah will say good night to me and say mummy love u when she go to sleep,mikkiel he will nua on my body and find a nice position and sleep.He will sure sayang my nose before he sleep..The action let me know they love me just like i love them..

I had to admit i am not a good wife,but as what i understand is when HIM had any sort of trouble or stress i will be there and i look after him more than he protect me..What i ask for is very simple but until now The history is repeating he still saying the same sentence same pattern..I am very tired of this marriage really i had once lost my mind even lost my life..(Sorry not beacuse of him ) Imagine a woman had to look after a baby and had handle some much stuff and his family problem..His temper his selfishness and whatever make me once and another wanted to leave this marriage..I didn't say he had not done as a husband..Yes he bring all his salary back,he will never stop me buying anything for myself & even the kid...He respect my parent but only ONCE he is damn rude to my mother but after he had apologised..This is not what i want for this family ONLY

Yes I cannot expect too much on him but at least dun do decision that make 2 precious and me into all sort of trouble.We are innocent . I had been very tired of this marriage,i even explain to him why i want a divorce and i dun even had to heart to be with him anymore..Sunday we had a big big quarrel,called his brother ask him come bring him back to his parents' house since he is so noble to be a brother to help him no matter what..Had been torture him since he back from outside..Life will not be the same anymore,when i see him i will say him till he dun even worth a cent..I am not proud how he want this marriage or even to show off how bad i treat him..i knew in my heart what i had say to him sms him IS WRONG but If this marriage can be salvage only family is complete with a father a mother and my 2 precious i think it may take long time to heal this problem caused by his brother and him..I dun know whether this marriage will be the same as before..

But i assured i will be strong no matter what happen..I had to thank everyone who had accompany me,help me in anywhere from the start of knowing me till now..Friends accompany me from when i was a little rebellion teenager till i marry till now having 2 precious..I also own alot of favour from my parent n relative n friends..Dun have urs listening ear, the hand who help me up ,the hours of advice i will not be here to remember in my heart and I will never let go my life cos my 2 precious ...thank a millionaire

Different woman had different thinking ,different expect..

I dun think what i expect from him is very much = but what he gives me is damn too much

if how not good i treat him he can take revenge by treating me bad but not this way to let me think he had NO NO responsibility at all..


i alway strongly believed my grandma in the heaven will blessed me all the way when i meet her again in the heaven...

人间大悲剧.....

I always remember last year on 17 October 2009 ,my 2 precious and i was having a very tough life..I promised to post this MAN photo here ..If there is something happen again...Due to my extend i cannot endure any little things anymore..He must be grateful that i had not call the police and throw him to jail...


To Dear MR,MRS,or even MISSKINDLY REMEMBER HIS FACE =GAMBLER FUCKER NOT TO BE PITY ABOUT...IF U THINK I AM SO CRUEL TO PUT HIS PHOTO HERE LET IT BE COS THIS FUCKER HAD MADE MY FAMILY MY HOUSE INTO ALOT OF TROUBLE I MEAN = MY 2 precious N me..I doesnt need their family compensate JUST GET OUT OF MY SIGHT....................

DO NOT BORROW ANY MONEY TO HIM HAPPEN THAT U KNOW HIM CLAIM HOW BAD IS A BROTHER FAMILY EVEN YES BUT HE USED THIS TO LIE FOR MONEY ANF GO GAMBLE.LOSE MONEY AND PRETEND TO B SO PITY AND STUPID BROTHER TO GO LOAN SHARK AND BORROW $$$$$..

THANK FOR THE BLOODY HELL PROBLEM FROM U HONG JING KAI..

Mid Autumn is round the corner

Mid autumn festival is coming,tried something NEW and CAN WRite Blessing and Wishes in a lantern and bring up to the sky...

The Most important things is that Can enjoy the festival with the family and friends with new things...
=>http://allabtgoodstuff.blogspot.com

最容易引爆夫妻吵架的十根导火索

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我好感动
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谢谢
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谢谢大家的关心。。。

家庭是社会最小的细胞，稳定的家庭关系就可以达到家和万事兴的目标，问题是每对夫妻都是唇齿相依的，上下嘴唇终究是有打架的时候，而夫妻之间最容易产生争吵的矛盾点和最容易引爆矛盾点的导火索，通常可以归纳为十个方面。

一、婆媳关系紧张会激发夫妻间不和。现在的婆婆大多自以为是见多识广的，尤其是城市里的婆婆，有知识、有工作、有思想，对媳妇长期霸占自己的儿子本来就有情感上的失落，因此，喜欢多管闲事的婆婆经常会成为媳妇不满乃至小俩口吵架的导火索。

二、为钱争吵是最为常见的家庭矛盾。家庭生活离不开柴米油盐，孩子上学需要用钱，家人生病需要花钱，赡养老人需要用钱，必须要用的钱好像很多，而自己能够赚到的钱又有限，因此，为钱不够用和在开源节流上吵架是夫妻间最为常见的问题。

三、赡养老人费用分担不均积怨很多。绝大多数的人对赡养老人的义务都不会有太多的推诿，只是多子女的家庭往往会在老人生病陪护方面，在老人生病医疗费用的分担方面，在日常生活的照顾方面会有不同的要求，尤其是妯娌之间，假如不能做到公平分担就会产生家庭矛盾而引发意见。

四、教育孩子不同理念引爆唇枪舌剑。由于教育孩子的理念不同或是教育方法不一致，尤其目前在对子女普遍存在着高期望值的情况下，夫妻俩常会因恨铁不成钢而产生管教上的急躁情绪，加上时常会发生的隔代无原则的宠爱孩子问题，出现小俩口为孩子发生争吵便成了司空见惯的事情了。

五、家庭装修常会意见不合引发争吵。随着人们住房条件的逐渐改善，能够购置新住宅的家庭越来越多，然而，为房子的装修问题而大吵特吵的夫妻也在逐渐增加，假如老婆提出的装修思路得不到老公尊重，而老婆又坚持己见，绝对会让开心事变成窝心事。

六、屡教不改抽烟陋习成为吵架理由。没有一个妻子会支持老公抽烟的，而夫妻之间最为常见的就是老婆在一个劲的劝老公戒烟，而老公则依然故我，说多了说烦了，老公的抵触情绪就会火山爆发，吵架是惟一的发飙形式。

七、过多应酬喝酒影响夫妻生活和谐。过量饮酒是会伤身体的，为了家人的身体健康，劝说对方保持健康的生活方式也是情理之中的事情，问题在于有时劝说的方法不当，或是妻子用高压手段强制老公屈服，于是便会引爆心中的愤怒或是积压的不满。

八、劝赌话题常会变成夫妻争吵引信。有的人感到在打牌和搓麻将时如果不放一点"彩头"就会感到缺少刺激性，于是，对于喜欢这种带有赌博性质的娱乐活动，便成为家庭中永远规劝的话题，当然，因赌而导致夫妻吵架甚至是家庭破裂的案例也就比比皆是了。

九、婚外异性过多接触引发夫妻猜忌。在这个物欲横流的时代背景下，有的人对性观念的认识也开放了许多，尤其是政府在教育和管理上存在的缺失，也会让婚外性的行为不再受到强烈谴责，如果对婚姻缺乏了应有的忠诚度，夫妻吵架也就难以避免了。

十、被潜规则绝对会引爆家庭核战争。现在，要想走捷径面事业成功，好像想方设法被潜规则才是惟一途径，然而，一方的被潜规则绝对是对婚姻另一方的伤害，谁都不喜欢自己顶着一顶绿帽子满大街跑，因此，只要另一方知道事情真相，引爆的绝对会是核战争。

当然，只要家庭存在，家庭中产生的矛盾就会层出不穷，和睦的家庭关系是整个社会稳定的基础，而如何才能做到和谐共存与和睦相处，一直是夫妻俩不断学习的内容。其实，我想告诉一直吵吵闹闹的夫妻们一个简单易行的方法，那就是当一方发脾气的时候，绝对不要去火上浇油。

I had copy out one of the post that had post on fb :) if u are interested can go to @ http://love-feeling-station.blogspot.com/...hope will be useful to those who treasure their loved one or wanted to be a good lover...I　ｊｕｓｔ　ｗａｎｔｅｄ　ｔｏ　ｓｈａｒｅ　ｇｏｏｄ　ｔｈｉｎｇｓ　ｔｏ　ｅｖｅｒｙｏｎｅ...:)

我不写了

谢谢大家
thank for everyone who came in to this blog..
My last post
Nothing happen dun worry.
just let this blog to
be
a
memories
for
everyone...
I'm alright dun worry i just
不写了....

sarah birthday video...

This year different no photo a video to let people who never listen to her nice and cutie voice before...:)
happy birthday to my precious sarah..:)

Thank to people coming in and read the post...

While waiting for my 2 precious coming back
hubby's mother brought them to see doctor..
Thank her for helping looking after them
this few days...

Today morning wake up at 2 am
and done stuff chatting with friend
who was "window messenger"
thank for the care and concern
and they had mention the blog i had updated
yesterday
the very wired things
is i never ever link the post
to facebook status before..
funny rite..
whatever
after all
this is blog is all about..
I updated whatever i want i like ..


Decided and told hubby
i want to go down amk
and he off to work...
I had been years never sit on BUS/MRT
early in the morning
didn't even know the timing for the first train..
The jourey to amk take about 45 mins..
Noone know i going down
cos was told not to go
yesterday..(by mummy)scared i might get tired
Going to collect 嬷嬷ash..
Once again
Big uncle call and say
he will not able to come...
ONce again when we do praying for 嬷嬷,
Rain pour OUT OF SUDDEN
and everyone knew the reason..

Heart sunk again but than was trying to
tell 嬷嬷
rain still continue
and than we went up to the place to put
嬷嬷togther with 爷爷
and
after some many years
they are together...
We went to the place for twice cos praying purpose
and
the thunder came twice
when we was in the level 8.
and
tell my
'爷爷&嬷嬷'
tell 爷爷
to look after 嬷嬷
and keep telling
嬷嬷
Dun cry le
and i told her i go find "aeroplane "
and burn for them..
Than they can go
唐山...
But must give me sometime
told hubby about it and
he say "can burn aeroplane meh".
meaning got paper aeroplane exist meh..
Dun have i fold one for them..
Will go ask some expert
whether got anot..
(不知则无罪)

Today on the way to the place for collection ah mama's ash
婶婶tell me the price of
ah mama 's 大大的家
so i think if there is aeroplane for burning for ancestor
i dun think will not be expensive..
Cos the price is not we think...
(not going to reveal here )
If not if can burn aeroplane but there is no such thing
bo bian
i fold nice nice for
爷爷&嬷嬷...

After tat we went to take our breakfast
@ braddell..
I hope 大伯can free free go pray
爷爷&嬷嬷..
maybe he know how to use computer
maybe one day he will see my blog
(uncle know how to use computer not very strange anymore...)
Got the urge to get his numbe and give him a call
BUT
father is going to find him for coffee this sunday..
and brother also had not been seeing 20 years,(many things to say)
i even ask papa can i tag along and bring 2 precious also
and
just hope
we can still closer
and every year can go pray our
爷爷&嬷嬷
maybe some gathering @ for dinner or whatever
to let the relationship of everyone remain and bit closer...
Hope the next visit to pray
for
爷爷&嬷嬷
The weather can be bright bright...

Happy birthday to my precious baobei & Carolynne sis

My precious & godsis Birthday ..
So Happy Birthday to them together,
cannot celebrate with them..
This year hubby will be the one to choose the cake & the present for baobei...
Waiting 2 precious coming back...
Many days had not been seeing them..

嬷嬷,谢谢您

The 27 years of my life,ever since 28th july till now had not been sleeping properly,我从来没有过的痛苦 @ 11 08 2010 起 ,嬷嬷 pass away and the pain was with me and till now i finally feel much better...

疼我的人没有几个
嬷嬷就是一个
嬷嬷疼每个她的孩子,媳妇，孙子
嬷嬷是一个不会表达在语言
可是她连要走，都选择不要让我们看到，
走的时候，她还可以想个不会让我们拿太多假期的日子。。

我其实很想把嬷嬷找我的大伯，可是登报子
没能力。
从第一天到嬷嬷得最后一晚，
我一直很想登报子可是
还是找不到，
默默得遗憾，默默的哭
念经的时候，还一直下雨(嬷嬷在哭)
心好痛之可以默默得说
(嬷嬷对不起)
雨越下越大
我的心就好痛。

直到姑妈跟我说
(翠玲，明天大伯会来嬷嬷得灵堂)
我就好高心，希望明天快点到来
(还跟嬷嬷说奇怪 雨就停)

今天早上到来，天气真的很好(嬷嬷真的很开心，期待大伯的倒来)
还跟妈妈和堂姐说，希望大家尽量不要哭，让嬷嬷走的开心不要牵挂因为嬷嬷真的
是一个没有话说的长辈)。(样样为我们而想)
时间越来越经，突然又下起了大雨
以及在等阿等，就去问三叔大伯真的会来吗
走来走去
还把一个陌生人当成大伯。。
当全部得人快要集合帮嬷嬷念经的时候，
一个男人就跑来，雨就停了。
让我真的相信 天阿真的真的对我真的真的很好，让我的嬷嬷真的走的没遗憾，
天气真的好好，从大雨慢慢停了，太阳出来了。
到了Mandai Crematorium,
我就一直跟自己说：嬷嬷会去做佛 不要不要哭。。。
忍阿忍，到了viewing hall
嬷嬷就要被火化，走阿走，心真的好好痛。
现在还是好不舍得，可是嬷嬷真的走了。
还是要给自己一点时间.

嬷嬷，在我懂事以来她从来没跟一根人说她好想大伯。
20年，我真的不知道嬷嬷是这样过这思念一个孩子得日子。。。

直到嬷嬷的最后一程，嬷嬷才能够在棺材里，默默知道20年思念得孩子回来了。
知道嬷嬷走的没牵挂和安详，我的心真的真的没那么重了。

婆婆真的走了。。

我的亲爱的嬷嬷
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Today morning,mummy called me for a few times but due to the medicine i taken i only managed to called back 25 minutes later,i knew the things she will be telling me and drop the call..Told hubby about the news..

Silent night,2 precious is sleeping,hubby is watching the drama and eating potatoes chip i started to MISS HER..my grandma

I told myself i have to be strong,grandma will go to heaven but my expression and the worst is i can't control my tears anymore...Drop drop when i was laying on the bed facing the window curtain...Tomorrow i still have to wake up early ,grandma body will be collected tomorrow...Noone saw her goes,i knew even she goes she still think of us..SHE DOESNT WANT TO LET US SEE HER GO COS SHE DOTE ALL OF US....

NO matter how grandma had gone but i will be strong i will look after my parent and my family well..Hope ah ma ma will be happy in the heaven and pls come to my dream and tell me how are you okay...

婆婆，请不要为我们担心

Was feeling very very unwell from thursday night after drinking my cough syrup & medicine,
my stomach start to feel very bloated and heat is coming out from dun know where and i start to vomiting while i was watching( 明星特工对2) halfway..Feel very xinku and in the end i doze off to sleep after tat..

The next day morning,i was shivering like hell and my temperature was @ 38.1'c..Hubby didn't go to work stay at home and look after me and help me do some housechores ..
In the late afternoon teacher call and say mikkiel having diarrhea so
hubby brought him home and give him the medicine and i am still in my very blur blur mode..
Ever since grandma was in critical condition my mind is like
(blur blur & dun know what i am going to do next mode)..
i wanted to get myself recover fast but the sickness is getting bad to worse
i just wanted to save that money for dun know what and
I forgot to see doctor myself when i brought mikkiel to see doctor..
Thank god he has recover but i still not..Didn't let mikkiel drink his regular milk and instead i bought him Isomil 2 Advance..

2 precious was in hubby's mother house for 2 day(Sun till Mon) but
my sick will not getting better AT ALL
i dun even have the strength to go see doctor(those who had came to my house would know WHY)
still vomiting at times,
Yesterday hubby went over to my parent's house and
i was at home laying on the bed but when my hubby call me and say the doctor say my ah mama was in VERY VERY VERY CRITICAL CONDITION
dun know why
I JUST JUMP OUT and WEAR MY CLOTHES AND ON CALL A CAB
AND HEAD DOWN TO
TTSH..
Didn't yesterday is NATIONAL DAY when TAXI UNCLE MENTION TO ME..
BUT WHO CARES ABOUT THAT AT THAT MOMENT
my mind just hope my destination can reach..
When up to the LEVEL 10 my grandma bed and saw 姑妈 was crying
I was told not to CRY INFRONT of my grandma SO control
endure & endure
Wait for everyone to come (one by one)
Everyone is feeling sad of course
but we want GRANDMA to leave with no worries..
Father told my grandma
everyone is here take ur time to go slowly
GRANDMA keep open her eyes
AND i knew she is waiting for someone
neither is my 大伯 nor my大姑妈 ....

I admit my grandma is a very strong and i knew she is getting weaker and weaker by listening
her breathing BUT
everyone know she is waiting for someone..
Hubby and I went home cos 2 precious is coming back from MIL's house..
Told my grandma and say i will be going back to see her ..


I knew Grandma will not be together us long,
Just hope we can be together with her even though is
HER LAST BREATH..
Doctor told mummy,Grandma will just stop her BREATH anytime,she just hold to it
with a reason..
She will be going home tomorrow,i will be getting myself well and do what i can do to
make my live with
NO REGRET..

婆婆，请不要为我们担心
我们已经长大了。。

亲密的人一但离开,
不管去了哪里,
，就不会再回来了...

<珍惜我和她一起的时间>....

My random updates

Last monday was my 27th birthday as usual hubby brought me out and we went to bugis to the temple and pray for my grandma and our family and of cos everyone in the world too..

The everyday routine :Bring 2 precious to school & brought them back home sweet home ")

On last week help one of my friend to be the model for exam for dye..The first (Starting from the left) was the colour my friend dye and maybe very long never dye so bright colour i not get used to it SO i dye my hair to black ....My home sweet home finally have a NEW colour and bedroom had complete no more " CRACKED WALL AND PAINT" ..Actually i should be happy but i dun't know why i am still :( ..
I hope i can get to watch this movie but i think i have to wait till this movie to released by DVD cos i have no time for anything ..I am waiting for my sick to be recover and can go visit my grandma..The whole week (from tuesday till now) i am still sick whole body is aching and shivering CANNOT go visit my grandma cos i am still coughing till lung coming out and running nose..

Last but not least,Have to thank my dearest hubby,family & friend who post their msg @fb or sms-ing thru phone asking me about my grandma and wishing me on my birthday..Really very thank to those who never forget my birthday every year..:)