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1232am just finished conversation with one of my ex colleague....We sound so happy when we listen to both voices i never expect she will contact me cos we been lose contact for years.....She is going to be a mummy soon...Forget to congrates her on the phone we chat about 1 and half hours we keep talking about the past when we working together and remind me alot of happy memories both of us have...She asked me why suddenly i never give any notice and just left the job like this but is not my choice is because i have to go somewhere that to make me to be a better person i called it a heavenly place...We just lose contact just like this for a few years and happen she just get to know my new contact from one of my friend...She tell me she is very worry about me but just that she doesn't know who to contact to find me at the day i just disappear suddenly without a notice....Yesterday she just bump one of my friend and she tell me how she get my contact and i was like she really treasure our friendship...i did try to get her contact from some ex colleagues but they give me the contact is no longer in use.. we had about 3 years plus never contact but we have alot of things to talk but too bad she is living in malayasia so she has to putted down after a hours plus conversation...after the one hours plus conversation the blur me keep toking and listen to what xiaoxiao say but than i forget to get her contact but she say she will be calling me again so i will wait....After hanging the phone my mood is like so happy cos can contact back a friend who lose contact for years the feeling is like "i dun know how to described"...i just feeling happy now...


i have nothing to updated...my life routine is the same, looking after sarah and mikkiel ,doing housechores, surfing the net and chatting with friend over the phone....i spent most of the time on the phone in the afternoon chatting with shiyin our topics like will never ended like that...i am happy to know her and my hubby say i am lucky can find a new friend and click so well...he thought we been friend for years but after i tell him how we know each other he tell me i also lucky cos where got people exchange blog link and than msn and than can be so good ones..hubby even know what time to what time i will be toking to which friend lol sometime he is alway saying i always using the phone but than when he is surfing the net he also listen to what my friend and i is toking lo he also add a comment sometime...i seldom saw him using the phone at home la not he no friend cos when got man and another man got so much to talk...agree is very late liao i am going to my lalalala land nitesssssssssss..............

Post 71

taken @ polyclinic i just love take sarah and mikkiel having the same reaction look so cute :)




Guess who cover my the other eye ?

tada is mikkkiel lolhe will capture by me cos he loved to move here and there lol




sarah smile so sweet lol

Jiejie and didiEnjoy the photo :)

Early in the morning,i wake up to made porridge for sarah and mikkiel (lunch) cos later we going to polyclinic for mikkiel's hearing test after that when we reach home both of them can have their lunch..... Hubby reach home @ 9 plus and follow by sarah had wake up and feed and bath her and mikkiel is still sleeping carry him out from the playpen he still look abit sleeping but no choice have to bath and feed him...Prepared and off we go take a cab to polyclinic and today polyclinic is not that pack like the previous time...We waited for a few minutes and is our turn and as usual the nurse ask alot of question and after that began the hearing test and mikkiel pass the test and than take his weight and height and head circumference...His weight was 9.4kg and height is 70cm and the head cirucmference is 44.5cm..The nurse say mikkiel is slight overweight and the nurse say is alright when he start to grow taller the weight will start to decrease...After that make our appointment and off we go home...

Reach home,hubby go to work again and mikkiel is sleeping and i feed sarah with porridge and she take her nap and start to surf net and as usual chat with shiyin....Today is abit tired cos i wake up early and rush here and there...Haiz now i am watching BABY BONUS in mio tv and was slightly addicted to it every week will watch 5 epsiodes in one day cos only have 5 epsidoes to watch lol...The baby in that show was so adorable and cute but some of my friend say why never ask mikkiel go act...aiya every baby and children is cute and adorable who act also the same...Just now the three of us playing until very happy and sarah and mikkiel now is in their lala land and i gonna to go watch and than go to bed before 1 am..Tomorrow is another day hope it will be a better day :)

POst 71

5 october 2009

today i wake up early to prepare the food for the family and than do the housechores and follow by wake hubby up to go work and chit chat with shiyin...From today onward from monday to saturday evening i will be alone with sarah & mikkiel cos hubby is busy working 2 jobs see him like that abit heartpain i ask him why he want to work two jobs cos he say he just want us to have a better life...:) tml morning have to bring mikkiel to polyclinic for his hearing check up and i want to change my sleeping rountine i am going to sleep before 1 am every night let hope i can do it...:)


* i also wanna to thank all my dear friend who listen to my grumble and complaint for this few days if dun have ur listening ear i think i cannot hold till now and alway think day after day will be better but i think is only for a moment BUT I MUST BE STRONG to beat those monster who want to see my family to split..especially that jerk thank to made us united hope u can run as far as u can better dun come back and let me look down on u :)




On 4 october 2009


Sunday went to jurong point to buy some grocery for this week and pay the bill....i bought myself hairdye and dye myself @ night and i am very satisfied of my new hair colour :) and save money and time too dun need to wait in the salon and can do it myself...:)






中秋節快樂⃡('.') ͋
On 3 october 2009

Wake up in the morning find out my neck was fractured every here and there is with pain and Is mooncake festival i didn't go anywhere,sharmaine & her bf came and look for us and follow by godsis in the late afternoon watch a hongkong show and chitchat awhile catch up abit...The photo show how enjoy we are but godsis left first cos she has to go meet cassandra in sembawang but also appreciate she come find me cos she come from amk to boon lay...after that sharmaine & her bf left about 8pm...The weather is raining so did not bring sarah and mikkiel out...



On 2nd October 2009


I cannot remember what had done cos i fall down on the floor while the floor is wet and after that i find out my left head with a "baluku" i start to anyhow talk after my fall but i only remember shiyin help me to change my blogskin and help me to reorganise the things...A nice and helpful friend where to find...:)

Thank gal for helping to change my blogskin and waste alot of ur time i like it so much :)

Shiyin's hubby and their precious Caen

On 1st october

Shiyin and her precious Caen come and look for us and really appreciate cos she has to come from tampines to boon lay....Actually wanted to meet her at Jurong point but when i put sarah in the pram and put mikkiel in the carrier but walking a few block i dun think i cannot make it cos i am using one hand to push sarah and other hand to hold mikkiel back i cannot even push the pram properly so call up shiyin to take cab here...ABout a few minutes,Shiyin and Caen arrived with a cab but the taxi uncle is so "helpful" lol i did not see him helping shiyin to take the pram out and sit inside the cab and than he didn't even drive shiyin to the exactly place to alighted lol...Brought her up to my house and heat up the porridge and than shiyin feed Caen and i feed mikkiel and chit chat here and there..We managed to chit chat alot and in the evening sarah than start to play with Caen and mikkiel...3 kids is playing together and we can manage to talk more but time is getting shorter cos Shiyin and Caen is going back home....we take cab to jurong point while waiting for cab we take a few minutes to hire a cab lol cos i think some uncle think very trouble some lol cos we got 2 pram with Caen and sarah and a carrier with mikkiel but finally a nice uncle stop the cab and even help up to take the pram in the booth....Reached jurong point waited for hubby and walk around jurong point and send shiyin and Caen to MRT station...Was a great day but forget to take photo lol but will remember when we meet out the next time...:)

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The overdue pictures :we have been very long never take photo together AND THIS TIME ROUNDis my hubby who ask me to take photo with him :) at least he take the initiative :)


taken @ ah ma house on 27 september 2009



Nobody was here and only my family while waiting take a picture of myself

i love sarah wearing this powerpuff gal pyjamas she look sweet :)

sarah and mummy

daddy and sarah
mikkiel @ my ah ma house i love seeing him wearing jumper lol .....

Now is 4.00am why am i doing here cos i cannot get back to sleep after i making milk for mikkiel...everyone is sleeping and rain had just stopped but i just cannot go back to sleep of course something is bothering me but is not a very big matter of cos is still THAT JERK problem but by the way everything is still NOT settle but i just tell my husband just dun worry and go work and if anything happen we will just call the police and forget to mention my hubby find a new job and hope he can adapt the working environment tomorrow will be his first day of work and i was thinking will he used to it no matter what at least he make an effort to work 2 jobs and let us have better life...


On 27 september, ah ma was celebrating her 90s birthday so my family went over to ah ma house in the afternoon...Brother never attend cos he have to attend wedding dinner.i think while i reach my ah ma house my mouth is keep talking and talking non stop,the first i talk to is my ah ma,we chit chatted for awhile cos i have to look after mikkiel walking here and there he almost nearly broken a vase luckily hubby ran over and hold it and pull mikkiel to another side...his face is so happy cos got a big space to let him walk and also alot of things to touch too...forgot to mention i did ask my ah ma do u know who i am after a few sentence she replied u ah ping or ah ling..but when i tell her my name she remember my mother is who no matter ah ma cannot recognise who i am she alway stand a place in my heart and my ah gong too.At least happy that since after so many years, i think is my first time attending my ah ma's birthday normally i can only see my relatives and my ah ma first a year thatis chinese new year...i can see ah ma is so happy seeing so many people is celebrating her birthday cos i saw her smile while cutting the cake ( i actually wanna to take a picture of my ah ma and the birthday cake but due to some interuption i never cos went i go in and take thing come out they are starting to sing birthday song) than i also never take alot of photo but happy memories will sure keep in my heart and the nice chatting with cousin and nieces cos hard to see each other and maybe some occasion we managed to see each other but no matter what we enjoy ourselves and my ah ma 's birthday cake taste so nice i ate two slices and how can i not enjoy while chatting non stop and having a nice chocolate cake....last but not least i wanna to wish my ah ma happy birthday and she can live happy and healthy forever :)


On 24 september,i had know a new friend and at first we are chatting on msn and followed by phone and we can talk anything any topics especially is OUR MIL....Due to everyday waiting for our hubby to come back at least we can chat and time will goes faster and while looking after kids at home will not be boring and also some gossip...By the way i forget to mention her name is shiyin...still remember the first call while we listen to each other voice and i realise her voice sound so sweet and doesn't look like her age...at least while blogging and can know new friend how worth it...Later shiying is bringing her precious caen to my house and is our first time meeting each other and sarah & mikkiel will be meeting their friend too hope we will have a great time :)....

Oh my god is 5:41 am and i still awake is very awake i think i wake my hubby up and than i go to catch some sleep.....


my life is getting merrier and merrier cos why must i because of an OUTSIDER to make my life so down and make my parent who been with me for 26 years to worry about me and my children ,after some many thunder and storm this is what my thinking :everybody's life is in their own hand not someone else, when things happen just dun use the hand that u hold ur life to pin point on another....what come around goes around. i am trying to cherish everthing little things u had done but just rememeber in ur mind dun live ur life in regretfulness noone can give so many chances to changes and time goes people will also change nobody will be the same old self once when totally give up on u.....


*Hell and Heaven which place u want to go when u died is depend on urself is also the same to life is all depend on urself....of cos i want to be angel in heaven and not devil in the hell in life and whatever is the same it applies to everthing :)

i am happy to end my post with a smile :)have to go back to catch some sleep

Happy 9 month to my precious mikkiel

Precious is so happy




he is able to stand with support




sit on his owndidi protect his jiejie :)

mummy and mikkiel


papa and mikkiel


happy 9 monthsary to my precious mikkiel,enjoy the photo....:)

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mummy and baobei (very long time never take photo with sarah cos must depend on her mood too.)








IS me NOTHING TO DO so take photo lolsarah smile so happily cos is her lesson time...



mikkiel able to sit on his ownmikkiel is in love with monkey mask :)
mikkiel is watching "yoyo" channel while sarah is sleeping...

After 3 days of rest and the non stop chatting on and off with different friend throught msn or the phoneand the accompany by my sarah and mikkiel of course i get better...Now than i realised when having problem u must really find a person that can really understand the situation and maybe had been gone throught the same problem before if not sometime u can feel u even worst than before..But cannot blame anyone cos they are nice to listen to my problem no matter what i alright now can laugh and the same old me...

This few weeks i can see some improvement for my baobei,sarah and recently in the afternoon i am teaching her how to recognized the item that we need and use most of the time,she can speak after me but when i tell her to find the item from the book and show me she can remember immediately and show it to me and after a few days i test her again she can show me also that mean she can memorize well...I realised for children they can do it but just that they feel like doing anot is not that they don't know...Like sarah i alway tell my friends she still don't how to speak but when i start to teach her this few weeks i realize she know how to speak but whether she wants anot...About my precious mikkiel,he is doing great too,he can sit on his own and stand with support....he loves to watch the yoyo channel and the baby channel everyday...This two children of mine is making my days great too ...Enjoy the photo that i upload tml mikkiel is going to be 9 month and advanced wishing him a Happy 9 month and will bring the kids out tml... :)