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my precious and my darling
yesterday midnight mikkiel still dun wanna to sleep lol


mikkiel sticking out his tongue when i wanted to take photo of him *so naughty*
mikkiel now keep talking non stop he know how to pronounce "MA" with salivia out

while waiting for cab hubby help me take a few of my photo,i know i FAT....

i feel so great and happy on weekends but happy moment is always very short..Monday evening i was very angry all because that jerk who borrow money everywhere and than used our names and than hubby ask him to return to his mum friend he still tell my hubby he areadi return $700 in the end call up to confirm end up he is still keep bluffing around..luckily this late evening i going back amk i will be more happy and less worry and keep thinking about what that jerk do...I dun care who he borrow money and he tell my hubby he want to go and die so he doesn't have the intention to return the debt to those loan shark and his relatives and his mum friend..I quarrel with hubby because of him again and again and end up nearly divorce and he keep telling my hubby he want to go die...UNtil now still alive and still can change his hp number,i really dun wish to bother this jerk things anymore i going to enjoy my days in my parent's house this late evening my daddy is coming to fetch us and we will be back on sunday and promised to remember to take more of sarah and mikkiel photo and i will be meeting up some friend and catch up alot of things with them can't wait the days to come :) Will updated when i back...BYebye

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Today afternoon, sarah and mikkiel is taking their nap and i went to my friendster account and browsing throught the photo that i taken from 2005 till now i really feel i changes alot....From a baby till now 26 years there is alot of sweet memories will keep in my mind and of cos there is some experience that i met that maybe someone will never met before...happy memories will keep in my heart forever experience that i met will keep in my mind tell myself not to do it again anymore...Is really unbelieveable lol Time flies so fast i from a quite and shy little gal to a cheerful ,friendly and rebellion teenagers to a friendly worker to a wife of my hubby and a mother of 2 cute and adorable children....Many of my friends feedback to me very unbelieveable i can stay at home to look after children but indeed i had been staying at home since i find out i pregnant till marry till give birth to sarah and follow by mikkiel...2 years plus never been going out and work,never step in to pub for a long time but to me worth it...Luckily i have wonderful friends,family and hubby whenever i need someone to listen to my grumble and complaints..when i start to grown older,i see alot of types of people there is really many types of people i starting to accept those people behaviour and character eventually i start to see the people that having strange and weird behaviour i was about mid 20 years old i can say i never met very bad people in my life when i never reach 20...Can say is naive or watever but i only hear before by friend by drama by whoever...I do have alot of happening life before but now i just want to live a simple and happy life that all...I didn't expect i can say so much after i saw my photo...Tomorrow is weekend hope everyone can have a great day and me too....Last wednesday i bought a big sweep ticket and if my ticket is 8040 and the ticket is 8030 my $50,000 just flew away like this...i think i not going to buy 4d anymore ever since the first day of buying 4d till now is alway like this and i never stike a dollar by buying 4d i think i continue to buy toto is better got at least i strike a few times but not much la only 20 to 60 dollars the most i strike is $600++ but is few years back...The myth say if u want to strike 4d and toto must keep happy and dun get angry easily...i try to stay myself happy see i will strike anot ok...:)Tomorrow is saturday hope everyone will have a great day including me :) huat ar..:)

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My precious and my darling

testing my hp camera when i went back to singtel to change my hp "my hubby"
me and my precious( very long never take pictures with him pls ignore my bloated face)

I am getting bloated lol i alway grumble when i finish my food to my hubby,hubby say only my tummy is slightly bigger another than that everything is the same...My appetite is from normal to big every night i am eating lol...I feel very happy when i was muching and eating but after i finish everything i started to grumble cos whenever i finished my food i know i gaining weight again...My face is became bigger lol i am telling myself i am going on a diet when i finished my food but ended up when i feel hungry i forgot everything..."A hungry man become an angry man"When i feel hungry i feel very angry lol haiz i have to start everything again eat less and i am going to take panbesy from doctor...If not another few weeks i am become horizontally i really dun want lol....heehee

Yesterday went to JP singtel again cos my new hp is very lag and will have auto shut off fuction when i only use for one day so play safe went to exchange another new ones...Afterthat went to ntuc bought some grocery and went to buy some supper home..I really can eat lol i ate one packet of nasi lemak and one sardine puff and my hubby ate one packet of noodles he is full areadi see my appetite is so good now this is what i say my appetite is become big lol the main problem is i putted the implagnon if i wanted to stop getting fatter i must take the implagnon out from my arm and than i have to suffer the pain cos the gynae will cut a line from my arm and take it out so i must endure for 3 years and take it out i dun want to waste my effort to put in and out like playing game....i hope i will not become A FAT BIG for this 3 years i have to find ways to stop my appetite from big to normal again :)

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my new phone Nokia E63

Bye to August and welcome September...Must wait another year for mine and my baobei, sarah birthday and have to start a new month again...Yesterday went to Singtel shop and sign up a mio plan with the kids,hubby and MiL...Finally sign up and sign a new hp line with a new phone and i kinda regret to chose this phone and i still have to top up another $48 and the specification of this hp is not what i want but is the colour i want cos i love RED colour and than find out is a symbian phone..No next time anymore cos is also very sudden that we are also signing a hp line cos i thought we are going down to sign up for mio plan only...Never mind wat chose cannot be unchosen..

Another week hubby is going to reservist for 2 weeks, after he come back i am going out to find a part time job when hubby come back from work i can go out and work just want to earn more money since i still have the energy and strength go out and earn more money :)Anyway I have 3 weeks more to enjoy my life and than i think i will not as free to come here and updated so often dun miss me too much ...

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my baobei

my precious






my baobei and me





In the middle of the night, precious still wanna to play :)

jiejie wake up and she look tired but she still want to take photo :)
sarah wants to take photo with me BUt she is not looking at the camera :)

Saturday evening sarah went to my mil's house and mikkiel is taking his nap...I having some running nose and slightly fever...But i getting fatter when i see myself in the mirror cos the last few weeks my appetite is very good eat alot and haiz the weight i lose previously all gone..This few days was packing over the house saw skipping ropes and i hope skipping ropes work on me and i am getting back my diet pill from doctor cos i dun cannot stop my appetite myself cos the implagnon i put and hormones changes,my appetite look like a pregnancy woman i am not exaggerating...I can really eat and i feelmyself when i eat i feel very happy but i eat i get more hungry lol..i also suspect wonder izzn;t i pregnant AGAIN or i the 3 women who put implagnon and will have baby luckily my da yi ma comes recently BUT my appetite is still very big lol wat to do i dun want to take out the implagnon so i have to find method to stop my appetite but actually was very enjoying when i eating but after that i feel very sinful and whenever i see the mirror my face is getting rounder lol,hiaz what to do no choice :)

Recently was bother with my some of my close friend problem,but cannot help much just ask them to call me if they have any problem and come up my home sweet home,got any problem see my two adorable children u will forget every problem u have :) ok all my dear friend ( i mean those who really are my close friend ) ... Tommorrow will be a better day :)

I am going on diet soon......

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You keep pretty much to yourself, and mostly open-up to those who are really, really close to you & your family and best friends, which also means you're really trustworthy and loyal. You tend to be quiet and sometimes get embarrassed easily.

Now is about 3.15 am cannot get to sleep and take alot of quiz in facebook to made me awake but my eye is as big as panda and also the black rings is darker cos recently i am sleeping late and wake up before 10am....i thought i can sleep at before 1am but i manage to sleep only a few days than come back to normal, today sarah is having fever so i must sacrificed my sleep to take her temperature,i scared her fever will be higher and fever can be play play for children and baby if never take good care it will damage the brain cells and other...Just now take her temperature is 37.5'c must wait for another hour wake her up and eat her medicine luckily she love to drink the parcementhol syrup she even can swallow the tablet form but i have 2 parcementhol syrup to incase sarah or mikkiel is having fever but alway remind myself to see the overdue date..If sarah fever still not recovered must bring her go c doctor lol...private clinic will give different colour of the parcementhol syrup go polyclinic and hospital they will give the same medicine as what i keep in my house...I alway bought some medicine in polyclinic for children incase they have so slightly cough or flu but must doctor prescribed before i dun dare to anyhow buy without doctor instruction and prescribed...

The previous few hours i spending time reading some mummies blog and visit some blogshop,wow very long never read the mummies blog the babies look differently and some grow taller but the same cute and adorable...Baby is a gift from heaven how can they are not cute and adorable,they are the most naive and innocent baby in the world...Just chatted with my friend,nisha and start to talk talk non stop and wayne is crying so ask her go to coax him this friend of mine so i post the comment on facebook immediately call me and we manage to talk for few minutes we hardly talk like before cos she busy look after wayne and i sometime busy looking after my two precious we will sure find time to chit chat how we wish we are neighbour haha dun need to waste the bills and can see each other until we phew haha...Recently i'm smoke kinda heavy maybe too much things to plan and while jotted everything down in my small notepad and the other hand is holding my cigarettes while thinking and feel tired cigarettes is the best things for me but i am cutting down bit by bit normally in the morning and afternoon i hardly smoke cos sarah mikkiel is around so i think i smoke like the cigarettes is free haha...Btw i am also very angry what my hubby's brother had done and made me really think why a sibling can do such a things to his brother than me i just wonder i did ask hubby to call his brother BUT no answer and when he did help u will saw him keep calling my hubby..i am wondering how many of his relatives and his mum friends he used our name to borrow money and really make very very angry he used our name and take the money to dun know do what????I really dun know and he can really act and create story very well i ask my hubby to ask him to return the PSP and you know what he tell my hubby the lcd screen crack brought it to repair never ask him to get back nothing happen and than can get back 3 weeks later use my brain also know he sell away the PSP and just create a story to entertain my hubby...if make me very angry when i know he used our name to borrow money and than still can tell the people dun tell anyone is us want to borrow...Wow he is such a noble brother and a person without any gf any burden and he can borrow around $10000 ++++ and i dun know what he is using the money to do WHAT and i had been keeping myself very calm and i ask my hubby to call him to come up my house and talk about it i think it been a few weeks and i never seen his face yet and he can pretend nothing happen when i saw him in my hubby grandma birthday i just dun wanna to confront him infront of everyone cos hubby family still need abit of pride and face putting it here is not to embarassed i just feel that someone will know we never ask him to go borrow any money and even we need someone who help we will open our mouth...Talking about this man really made me feel abit peace off luckily i never stay with him ANYMORE...WHy there is this type of people in this world and why is my hubby brother and really feel very sad for my hubby and his parent cos he never think how their family will feel...


"I used to feel pity in him and i did help him before in anyway but i never expected him to repay me anything but not this outcome,if very unbelievable a sibling can be like this because of money i did hear before from my friend that is some people is like this but is outside friend or colleagues BUT OWN SIBLING...i believe my own brother who i have although we are not close he will never do this to me,i dun know is call myself lucky to came across this type of people in my age but i just wanna how he is feeling doing such a thing izzn't happy i really wonder what outcome he has but when i saw him i am very sure he feel nothing.. I hope god will correct him to the correct path and let his family to have less worry about him cos his parent is not getting any younger...I think noone can help him forever if one day his parent goes to the heaven there no one can help him anymore....i just can say he has a very good mother will alway be the one who help him the most..."

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sarah and mikkiel (finally both of them agreed to take photo)
mikkiel is learning to bully his jiejie now :O(he taking sarah pacifier and put into his mouth and he can laugh lol)


After a few photo,sarah went to myself and imitate me to take photo saw her little hands

i am growing fatter (from the mid aug i feeling hungry non stop i though i having another baby

finally my Da yi ma come recently ease my worry so much :) ) i dun want anymore baby :)
this is the outcome when i put implagnon my tummy become bigger ( food that i eaten for a few weeks)

Sarah is having slightly fever and she went to sleep after medicine...i cannot get to sleep i have to take her temperature another 2 hours and i cannot go my dreamland...Mikkiel just went to sleep recently he is not very cooperative at middle of the night he will wake up and cry very often and i have to go and put his pacifier and give it to him and went to sleep sometime another 5 mins i have to wake up from my bed to do the same things for a few times and sometime i really feel very angry with him BUT after all he still a baby and i try to let him cry but if i never go i think he will never stop...Morning he can sleep very long but nowadays he will be awake even 12am and dun know what happen must really find a method to let him sleep longer at night...Since he recovered from fever he been like this for WEEKS hope he will be better soon and have some improvement...

Sunday went to hubby's grandma birthday near jurong birdpark and saw that person i dun feel like seeing but after all never affect my mood...Aftermath went to Xtra to buy the grocery and milk powder and saw hubby's friend jason and i saw winnie we talk alot and we are standing and talk about 30mins so i invite them and their children to our house and continue our conversation they went back around 1plus and feel hungry order mac delivery to eat...Talk about eating i getting fatter if i continue to eat at night i think i will be BIG FAT PIG lo but today msn wendy and she say i getting slimmer lo haiz maybe she very long never see me...see the photo above the tummy is a few weeks foods that ate i really ate alot lol luckily never bloated too much must really stop my supper...I having my first school gathering in my life since so many years on friday must remember to take some photo finally i can go gathering sound like " mountain tortoise" hor haha got to take sarah temperature and get abit of sleep.....:)

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My pet and my hubby's pet,everyday will go to visit my friend pet,hubby's friend pet and my friend's friend pet..Is my routine to go in to the facebook and neither in the pet society,take some interesting quiz or play the news games available i think most of the recent post i keep promoting "facebook" lol i must go take some credits from them hahahaha " i know i dreaming la"...

Today evening went to jp for interview was a successful interview BUT the boutique is finding sale executive @ bishan so i reject the job BUT the boss personally interview me say will reserve a place for me if jp need staff provided i still available,the boss was around my brother age wow so young open a boutique so envy him the interview end after 30mins, went to ntuc to buy some grocery and wanted to walk to the interchange and saw the boss again and he wanted to sent me home but i rejected i insisted to go home by bus...Today morning,cook chicken rice and green bean soup,this is my first time my chicken rice is damn $#^%$^&%^^&*^ the rice is very soggy and the chicken is hard like %^&^&*^&* haiz i have no mood to cook but sarah enjoy it cos i cook her favourite sausage and sotong balls and corn soup...Recently sarah appetite is so good she finish her rice and while i feed mikkiel porridge she also want so i take another bowl and she can finsh it lol...When she saw me with food on my hand ,she will smile so nice to me and i know what her motive is..Tomorrow will be her lunar birthday,hope can bring her out awhile cos she LOVES to go out BUT when she go out she is bery hard to be control but still have to bring them out to have fresh air...About mikkiel,he is very talkative now and he wake up at middle night to talk with his eye close sometimes,even now i was in the living room he is grumbling inside the room haahaaa have to go in and have a peek.....got to go bye have a nice weekend everybody :)

Happy birthday to my precious sarah

and after another year
sarah is aready celebrating
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her 2yrs birthday

Happy birthday to my darling, sarah

The birthday present i bought for sarah :)

sarah wear it on her birthday

sarah's birthday ice cream cake ( weili brought for sarah )

Sarah's grandparent come to celebrate with herThis post is specially for my precious, sarah :)