Post 13

Raining soon,thunder is roaring very good this few weeks the weather is so hot like the rain cool everybody...Sometime weather can affect people temper too..Those few weeks but temper is not very good and keep going to my bathroom to have my bath...Was damn hot wear spaghetti strap still very hot lo...

Today is sunday and later evening 7pm channel 8 have Stars award sure must watch but in the afternoon will go boon lay shopping centre to give my hp box and accessories to the hp shop yesh i changed hp trade in my Nokia N81 to z610I funny rite...Cos i dun wish to top up any money to purchase any phone so no choice...MY dream phone is N85 or nokia expressmusic 5800 cos got wifi and camera function is good man.....

of cos i get used to that hp very fast cos 2 years back i used this z610I before i still have that model but is break in to 2 pieces keep for memories...
Dun ask me why cos is 2 years back areadi..

Nothing to updated but have too many pictures too upload but now currently the network is quite lack so i think another time ba...BYe enjoy ur weekend...

Post twelve

Ways to conquer your pimples/acnes

(Effects may be different for different individual)

1. Remove makeup thoroughly, make sure that the tissue paper/cotton that you use to clean is totally white before you wash your face, if not continue removing with your makeup removal.
2. Never use towel to wipe your face, always use fresh pieces of tissue paper and you may want to dispose off the top piece first.
3. Never let people touch your face and never touch your face when your hands are dirty.
4. Use makeup that is suitable for your skin. If you use a particular product and your skin happen to have more breakouts means its time for you to change.
5. Be prepared to waste money on facial products, it's good to try out different products and find out which is best and suitable for you.
6. Don't buy too cheap brands. I wouldn't recommend products that cost less than 10 bucks.
7. Have sufficient sleep and have a healthy diet. Drink lots of water as well.
8. Refrain from squeezing your pimples/acnes if not it may cause unsightly scars and you will have to waste more time and money.
9. Look at the mirror more often so that you will be motivated to improve your skin condition.
10. Go for facial. You can relax and enjoy yourself at the same time.
11. Consult a dermatologist, but be prepared to pay and apply lots of products.
12. Consuming of contraceptive pills may be effective if your skin problems are due to hormonal problems.

Copy from another mummies blog and share............... : )

Post eleven

Hi i back the wind was so strong,can hear the sound outside listen from my balcony window...Today morning wake up around 7 plus cos mikkiel is making noise cos he wants to drink milk so made milk and carry him out from my room...I saw him with double eyelid :) cos the past 3 month the double eyelid is on and off there sometime one eye with but the other eye without...
In the afternoon brought him to the salon for a hair cut..
He look exactly like sarah when sarah still a baby..u can see the photo below...

my hubby also cut botak and just now he carry mikkiel and i saw two mr botak and i laugh out loud and really very funny but cute...I prefer mikkiel having botak cos is neat than his previous hairstyle only the side have hair only...Sarah keep touch mikkiel head also...I was very angry when i saw sarah siting on mikkiel head when i was doing housechores scold and punish her and hope i will not see her doing this again afterall i know she dun know she is still a 20 month little gal how much can she know but i must teach her and she cry and sayang mikkiel after that...Sarah dotes her little didi i can see when mikkiel puke out abit of milk she will use handkerchief to wipe it off..she play with mikkiel and i can see mikkiel is laughing away but when mikkiel cry sarah will go entertain him but if mikkiel cry louder she just walk off and come find me... sarah loves to tak

e photo with mikkiel too...cos last few month very difficult to take photo for sarah she will move her head when i wan to capture but now u can see urself...Sarah now still mischievious at time but sometime what she do will just shock me cos she can be nice and sweet when she is good at timesss.





Kids is always kids...SO naive and innocent...Hope can bring sarah to childcare soon so she can learn more things and become more obedient...i hope she can loves to go school...Two more days i going to give mikkiel cereal hopes he like it...Is raining soon i going to join the children and gd nite sweet dreamssssssssssssssssssssss.

Post 10

Time flies sososo fast today is 20 April 2008,Today was free in this afternoon so sat infront of the computer and open my folder and saw the picture i have taken since 2005 until now...I have take 1000 pcs of photo from myself to friends to hubby to sarah to mikkiel and on and on...I know time will go back to those days..From my little tiny hp panasonic x 66 to nokia 3250 to now N81 every phone have many photo i have taken...I know i too "zi lian" of myself since the day i brought myself panasonic x66..Is my first camera phone @ 2004..NOw is still available at my home but now is sarah's toy phone now...: o

This the photo i take from my first camera handphone @ 2005

On 2005,i been missing in singapore for four months and went to a heavenly place,was alone and make alot of friends there...But never ever wanted to go this heavenly place again.I went there for two times once is 2 month and once is 4 month...Never ever think i will go to this heavenly place in my life amongst of my friend i was the first one who go this heavenly place and after a few month more friends went to this heavenly place...People will made mistake but if u break the law u will have to accept what u have done and accept the punishment..Do u ever stay in the a room and sleep with the toilet and bath and eat ur meal inside the roon with three to four people or even more...Many people went in and out..But some learn a lesson and never do it again...I can say i am lucky i went to this heavenly place in a short period The first time went in, cut my hair to seven (mayb some of u know what i mean) do marching, and sing songs inside the roon time go very slow,never see a clock for two month and blah blah..End of december 2000 near to christmas and was plan to have chalet with all my sister but that christmas i was crying and sleeping on the mat and sing song to make the day goes faster..Sang alot of song almost all the song i know i sang and sleep...Everyday do the same thingss,wait for family to visit me every two weeks..After two months went out and went to a halfway house fro a few monthss...Surround with a lot guy who used to addict to heroin...I went their to help out with the furniture department only two gals inside that half way house one is me and one is sherwin...Days by Days,from a quiet gal to a very talkative gal always talk to different people and listen to their problem and story..Some of them was covered with tattoos and i used to tell them won't ur bodys look like colourful maps.The guys their from age(20 to 55).Those day i was only 19 years old..I leave the halfway house afew month later and start to go out and work...The two month of staying made me tell myself i will not want to come back to this place again but who know after a 5 years later i went to the heavenly place again,same things and same situation this time round i am 22 years old, different place different people i met...i see more things and realise how fortunate and how lucky i am...BUt this 4 month really make me lose alot of things such as families loves especially the relationship with my father,the person in this world who dotes me alot...i am very sad and how regret what i have done but bonding of me and father will not be the same...But the first visit to this heavenly place i was too young and even let me met those people that i met in the second visit i think is the same cos when i haven't go to the heavenly place many people that advised me i never listen to any and continue my illusion and fantasy of life...

I used to be stubborn and have my own excuse and reason...This world will never changed because of me but i only can changed because Every part of life will not be the same as years goes by...I cannot say i will never touch back what i used to but i do hope i will not go back to the life that i used to cos i have my own family...i cannot bear to waste any more months or years doing such thing..

got to go tomorrow is hubby's birthday.have to prepare some dishes and have to SGH to visit my father in law gd nite everyone..the photo i taken from january until now any different yup there is alot of different ...I know

Post 9

谢雷 - 父子情深

爸爸啊~~~
心肝子啊~~你
想到劳碌的命运
半晚眼泪湿了被单
想到小子 还需要人疼
再怎么辛苦 也要走
子:日头这么大 天气这么热
爸爸你甘会嘴甘
拿手巾 来给你檫汗
长大我会做好子
有孝你辛苦把我
想到劳碌的命运
半晚眼泪湿了被单
想到小子 还需要人疼
再怎么辛苦 也要走
子:日头这么大 天气这么热
爸爸你甘会嘴甘
拿手巾 来给你檫汗
长大我会做好子
有孝你辛苦把我
子:日头这么大 天气这么热
爸爸你甘会嘴甘
拿手巾 来给你檫汗
长大我会做好子
有孝你辛苦把我
心肝乖子 爸爸爱你
爸爸 我嘛永远爱你
心肝乖子 爸爸爱你
爸爸 我嘛永远爱你

Find this lyrics from baidu and when i was 5 years old i know how to sing but when grow older sing and tear drop dun wanna to mention where did i sing this song cos i went to this heavenly place for twice and two month and four month.....Gtg byebye

Post 8

The weather now is so hot man...i am so hot and take two times of cool bath..(wasting water)hahaha...Sarah and mikkiel is sleeping and i have my free time again..Finish my household chores and waiting for mikkiel to wake up and drink milk...Now he is drinking 180ml 3 hours and sarah is drinking milk for two times and eat rice or porridge everyday..Nowaday sarah has no appetite to eat due to teething..Luckily this two days her appetite is back so cooking cod fish and soup for her...She loves to eat fish and vegetable but not meat...Luckily she is not too fussy for food but she just don't like meat...I am very boring due to so many many days staying at home looking after the two children and i am tired easily..So photo to updated...Yesterday is sarah 20 month and cook porridge and fried the cod fish for her..
Taken this photo at home so boring so take my hp camera to take pictures...They are my everything..They also made me angry at time la but not to mention after all they are still baby and toddler..Hope they can be well behaved when they grow bigger...

Hubby's birthday is coming...Dun know what to buy for him and will go down to JP to order a cake and whipped some dishes that he likes...Thinking of going out but i will plan so far still got 5 more days to go..So not to worried..

I am very boring but there is nothing i want to write cos life seems to be the same everyday so haiz what can a housewife life be happening..

GOt to go
bye

Post seven

Finally i had insert the implagnon yesterday, hurray so we will not have any baby from now until april 2012...Eventually wanted to do liagation but the gynae say i too young to do and can take the implagnon and can be take out anytime if we would like to have baby...

Yesterday went alone to kkh and than after everything and waiting for my turn to see Dr Yang who knows the nurse ask,"Gal,anybody accompanied u,"Replied No i thought dun need is only a minor operation wat...Nurse: Can u ask someone to pick u up Replied:Huh my hubby is working lei Nurse:Ask him to come and pick u up ok...Than no choice sms hubby and hubby say after his work he will come down...While waiting saw one of my friend(Judy) @ the clinic and ask her to tell the nurse she will be accompany after the inserting of implagnon (my hubby is on the way) so went in and see Dr yang and this is my first time seeing him and he say gal u look young,how many children u have,and blah blah...Was laying on the bed and the light was so bright and the nurse ask me to raise my left hand and i use my right hand to cover my face cos the light was sosososo bright and Dr yang came and say gal u scare no the light to bring heeheee...He was talking to the training doctor and start within 15 minutes everything done...Did feel something was in my arm...Dr yang say so i was see u in another 3 month...okok...Off i go... Went for a puff and chit chat with judy ...Was very long time never see her,she dun even know i marry dun even say she know i have two children areadi..she was shocked to see me there cos she thought what wrong with me...hahahaha take her contact number and off i go...

Today my arm have some blue black that impagnon insert aiya is normal so dun need to worry so much...I hope i will not gain much weight during this few year implagnon is together with me cos there is some side effect gain weight is one of that...This 22th April bring mikkiel to cut botak and so will updated some photo when he became MR BOTAK...i have to go cos was very sleepy cos wake up early in the morning...

Post 6

I cannot sleep just eaten one big bowl of maggie mee i was so full and mikkiel and sarah is in their lalala land...Happy Good Friday i hope i not to late althought now is 12 ++++...Yesterday was so happy we taken our first family picture although is not clear but i still happy cos FINALLY we taken our first family picture....
Sarah is having fever yesterday due to teething so have to take care of her but she still look active but not much appetite...See her like this my heart was so pain but hope she will get well soon...
Mikkiel is so playful now he like people to talk to him and he keep laughing and when i sing song to him he was like know how to follow the music and sing with his baby language...This two children of mine really make happy and at time i will be very angry when two of them cry in the same time..
NOthing to updated that all sunday going out with hubby and go salon to cut my hair so see when free than i updated again...TATA

Post five

FINALLY i back....MIss me hope no wait my hubby will jealous wor heeeheehee jus joking...Today received my hubby e-mail (very long my hubby never e-mail me lo) i feel so suprise..Just wanna share with my reader..

NAILS IN THE FENCE

Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence.

(Most importantly the last sentence)

There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence.

The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive! those nails into the fence.. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all.

He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper.

The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone.

The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, 'You

have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. But It won't matter how many times you say I'm sorry, the wound will still be there. A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one. Remember that friends are very rare jewels, indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed. They lend an ear, they share words of praise and they always want to open their hearts to us.'

It's National Friendship Week. Show your friends how much you care. Send this to everyone you consider a FRIEND, even if it means sending it back to the person who sent it to you! If it comes back to you, you will then know you have a circle of friends.

YOU ARE MY FRIEND AND I AM HONOURED!

Now send this to every friend you have!! And to your family (they need to know that you love them too)...

Please forgive me if I have ever left a 'hole' in your fence.

Is meaningful read and copy and paste to ur dear friend or ur companion i think they will feel touched...Do u know why i sosososo long never updated cos slyvia was sent back to agency she never do anything wrong just that unfortunately i cannot find job at this moment so if she stay she will be our extra expenses we have to pay $800 to the agency just to sign two years contract so i decided to stay at home to be a mother to take care of my two children,a TEMPORARY housewife to make the home clean and comfort and my hubby wifey to make the home comfort so that when he finish work came home he can relax....(sometime i need his help for some housechores)...Looking after one baby and one toddler is not easy ok...I look tired recently i am panda best friend hope u know what i mean...Less surfing the net,chatting with friend more time spent at home looking after sarah and mikkiel (taking photo,play with them and cook lunch and dinner for sarah and hubby)...Being a housewife is not what i want but no choice i have to gave up going out and work first..Life is like this i not force to stay at home i willingly cos sarah and mikkiel is my children and home is a nest for us so hubby have to go out and work so i have to stay at home lo...I will go out and work if everything will plan perfectly if not no i rather to stay at home...WHy today i have time to updated cos sarah is at my amk house my mama having holiday so ask sarah to stay over there...I missed sarah but when she back she will do the things usually what she do..But she will help me look after mikkiel if i am making mikl but i still have look what she doing cos after all she is still 19 month...But this gal really melt my heart sometime la...Stopped here let picture do the talking.....will try to take few family picture and uploaded the next post.........byebye